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just a shadow of a memory

2007-09-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

click click on the picturexyz...

At times I dread my now and envy where I've been

2007-09-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

being a kid as compared to an adult is so xin fu.
being a student as compared to an adult is so xin fu.
afterall. it's good not to grow old and become an adult hur.but no one can.how sad.haha

decided that i shall go borrow more chinese novels for this vacation. at least, they arent draggy long stories which bored me after a few chapters.

nice day spent at home.finally, room's aircon was fixed and i dun have to be interrupted by the dripping sound while it leaks.

and seriously, if i've a chance, can i just go kindly inform my neighbour(the one living at 11th floor, directly above my house) that they are actually living in a HDB flat and not any private property houses. please be slightly more considerate and stop being so irritating and create those noise pollution every single day.

i bet one day, if i'm really at my worst mood, and just nice, they are being so damn irritating AGAIN, i may just walk up, bang on their door and tell them straight at their faces. imagine , tolerating all these shit from them for a couple of years.nonsense.

what's more, they really have attitude-problem-ed children la.esp the daughter. arghh.forget about it. i'm just complaining here and it's pointless cos they wun ever see these right? how i wish they will la.tsk

I'm closing my eyes but I'm starting to see

2007-09-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

mahjong day. coincidentally, wore same orange choir tee with evelim. veryvery qiao.and guess what, that reminds me of choir.okay.but it had been dunno how many centuries that i've got back there. ohwell, afterall, i'm not really very involved in choir in the past. alright,to be more accurate, not very involved in anything in school before.heh.

called by gloria jeans cafe and Muji. but turned down the cafe's job offer. it 's like either no job or all comes together isit? ohwell.at least we all get to work together for the Muji one.

doubt we'll be going IJ for their open house anymore. cos neoahma said it's kinda pointless and evelim cant get back her money too.so think just stay and slack at home ba.since work starts next wednesday.

hints dropped. understood or not.it's a problem.
hah.i'm just being retarded, putting no-link photos here and there in this entry la.haha.but i think the children seems cute leh.okay they are cute, esp the first little girl, smiling so sweetly while she turned back :)

maybe afterall, decision made already

2007-09-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

okay.in the end, still managed to go kbox and get my flats.haha.evelim got a similar red one while i got the black one.the red one doesnt really suit me.alright, maybe next time, we might just go to partyworld instead of kbox. think they have better sound system, wad's more, definitely better mic. at least we wun have to change both the mics while they create all those unnecessary sound while singing.haha

had fun time trying to hit all those high notes.haha.yesyes, again, singing does burns fat.haha

tot that tmr will be a free one, but think we'll have mahjong games again at my house ba.hah.which means, my weekends will be all packed and occupied, yeah, and the person from gloria jeans better call back us soon.thou weiying might help us to ask about vacancies in her outlet.

money out and no money in. living life to the fullest while we are all jobless hur.hah.sounds so irony.

anyway. scared the hell out of me just now, totally forgot about the fact that i'm wearing mummy's newly bought watch to shower.haha. and after the shower, it's like blurred, cant see anything la.but still, as a good and honest daughter, i showed her and explained la..haha.and surprisingly, she didnt scold or blame neh.haha.so nice :)

by the way, if what i'm guessing is true, then i think it's kinda overboard le ba. i seriously wun know how one can act like that and if not, how another party can actually tahan from one for so long. uh huh, you will never understand any other person 100 percent no matter how close you are to them.i know that.

andandand i've spent like more than an hour reading some horoscope thingy from the web. kinda reliable source leh, credit to evelim, she recommends to us de.haha.sparky blue. if you are really free, worth spending time to read up about urself or the people around you.hah

Show me a reason, give me a sign

2007-09-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

ohwell. still jobless.but guess maybe we have only ourselves to blame AT TIMES ba.cos there's no job that can be so perfectly good de right. ohwell. but not as if, we have any real high expectations la.just that all the interviews turns out shitty.blah

so since we are still waiting for the calls from the people, might as well plan and get myself occupied for the entire week.hah. yay yay, kbox with the clique tmr and finally, i'm gonna go amk hub to get that pair of flats.haha.this is like the dunno how many times that i've repeated it le la.sian

queued for donuts after the interview.donuts for breakfast and lunch tmr.and guess what, it's all related to chocolate.that's lots of flour and fats.hah.box of six and i think i'll need to eat them all cos apparently, after i brought it home, mummy and bro said they dun wanna eat cos it's abit too sweet.damn it la. BUT ,dad said it, and claimed to be supportive, so he ate one when he usually dun fancy sweet stuffs. so nice of him right?! haha

hmmm.might consider changing to livejournal cos i'm thinking it's sometimes, kinda useless to blog all these random stuffs up here la.and not things that u might be thinking.hah.but STILL. dun really understand or know how to use livejournal, so see how first ba, maybe after evelim figures it out and then helps me with it.haha.

oh.and ya. coincidentally, all the kids who i've seen today, all seems so cute la.haha.at least their smiles are really very nice, without teeth but ...hmmm.just very adorable la :)

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alright.plan changed for tmr. ohwell.sianxyz. but nevermind. there's always chances for it in the future.hah,okay.bedtime.blood circulation is stopping down cos i've sat here using lappy since 3 hours ago. alright.till then

It's a weird world no matter how you roll it

2007-09-17T15:10:00.000+08:00

contradicting enough, as i'm just saying about having some weak heart thingy in the previous post. and i think if i'm one with real weak heart yesterday, think i would have like die of some heart failure thingy le ba.

the afternoon one was kinda scary la. some random indian guy just came over, trying to scam me with some modelling stuffs. and he really sounds like a pervert la. which idiot will come up to you and ask about how open-minded you are / ask if you have friends with any sexy figure / how many bikini do i have.

wthell man. what's more, he came closer and closer la. luckily the train came in time la.then i just said i needa go. ya right, i'm no idiot la. totally just dressed like someone with utter no fashion sense, claiming that he lives in orchard and flies around the world, looking for potential girls. the most ridiculous thing is that his model get paid like minimal 10k per month. ya right.like money is so easy to earn hur.

anyway.then went zy's house. not many reached yet la.so just helped to prepare this and that. bbq starts, slacked around here and there. basically, i also dunno what i did there la.then came the shocking part.hah.post-trauma-effect. now i understand what that is.

till now, still blank blank de leh. cant think of anything. ohwell. anyway. suddenly, it feels so great to have so many nicenice friends around.at least, when at a certain times when you really really really need them to be around .

A lie for the sake of my pride

2007-09-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

aching legs!!!

spent the whole day in town , but at least it felt kinda completed cos we spent all our time looking for presents.haha. it's when you get to go in any shops and look for anything suitable and just buy it.haha. what's more, it's things which we normally wun shop for.

and yes.he's such a lucky one. at least if i am the one who receives those presents, and if i'm a guy. i think most probably i will be really satisfied with it ba.haha. and we actually walked all the way from orchard to plaza sing just for the shoes la, when our legs were like breaking soon.

okay. so let's assume tmr will be a fun one.

and by the time i wake up tmr, mummy and dad should already be in malaysia le ba. ohwell. and when i come back from zy's house tmr night, i'll be all alone at home, cos bro wil be staying overnight at aunt's house. dunno why. but it just dun feel nice to go back to a empty home with no one inside esp at night la.sian

aha.shall go wait for my show :)

To want something better is no disgrace

2007-09-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

spent a good day at home.forget about all that gym or badminton thingy cos it had been drizzling for the whole day. and i just feel so lazy and slacked cos of the weather la.haha.

andandand, love the fast speed com la.had like loads of new songs in my mp3 now, got a little bit sick of the old ones in it.so it's time to update ! and it's uber fast la, makes one feel so satisfied .hah.or maybe i'm the only one?!

lots of new songs worth recommending de neh. and tried to find new shows to watch but to no valid leh. maybe a week or so, then there will be more of them being uploaded ba. nicegreat things are worth waiting for :)

watched shutter and 300 with dad at home. shutter was average and guess what, i fall asleep while watchng 300.haha.super boring.i'm not interested in that kind of greece war thingy.even dad who always enjoy such stuffs, said that it's boring.ahaha. but shutter wasnt that scary like what i've heard leh.

maybe over the years ,i've become not so 'timid' in watching all these horror movies le ba. but still, as u know, you still can scare me easily with anything la.that's one thing which puzzles me too.haha. what's with the weak heart man.haha.
the weather better be good tmr.cos we are heading to town.ohwell. for present and i want that flats. that's the problem when u have like big huge giant feet. you have no size for shoes. and tmr, that branch better have my size! haha. but till now, i still think, if tall people have small feet, i think they will sure trip and fall easily de la.inbalance u know.lol

I don't wanna spend too much time in thought

2007-09-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

evelim wrote that on a tape and stick it on my leg. okay, but i admit i am. busy for work yet free for camwhore.that's only 17 of them on my lap.haha
zoe and serlin.busy with work?haha. if u take a closer look, they are actually busy with eve's phone.haha

okay.tmr shall be the last day of work.thou it's kinda tiring to travel all the way to lavender every morning, in contact with all the dust and dirt of the cardboards .basically, it's quite alright la. easy money with great accompanies at work :)

oh! and had a 'veryveryvery special' experience of standing or squating(for eve's case) byt he roadside/drains trying to eat dried longans in the longan drink.haha. super unglam la.but couldnt care less la. cos very sweet very nice ma.haha

last night, dad told me that the com is spolit and guess what. tonight, a new com is on the table.that's really efficient of my dad and brother hur.lol. and ya, maybe at times, i do think that my family is really 'good' in spending money la.lol.

anyway.i will still be all faithful and loyal to my lappy and not really go touch the new com la. cos i still think it's kinda useless to have such a big and wide monitor screen . and for some reason, i think it's kinda intimidating leh. i still prefer the normal monitor size.haha.

okay.my 'nice' brother just informed me that there's some nicenice games in that com.SO.maybe afterall, i wil stil go touch touch play play once in a while ba.haha.and of course, that com has like twice the dunno what speed of lappy la. faster downloading process lor.which is a great advantage :)

haha.narcissism.okay la.also once in awhile you will see in up here what.haha. what's more, it's with sososo many men's shirts right.haha

My endless thoughts in the silence of the night

2007-09-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

somehow realised that normally, when you didnt see someone for a month or so. you will feel that someone would have changed. either a little or alot, physically or mentally or emotionally.
hmmm.maybe that's why people say that everyone change at every seconds of life ba.

work is nice.at least i dun feel so rotten and useless.haha.and it's actually quite interesting to observe the people around you when you are in the morning train. of course, minus the squeezing and pushing.till now, i still prefer train ride to busride.so much more.

com is down.SO.most probably,it will be replaced by a new one.haha. and i've just decided that i shall watch three more ou xiang ju recently so that it wil make up all total of 50 ou xiang ju which i've watched before :)

These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope

2007-09-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

i'm just sososo free to count and find out what are the shows which i've watched.okay.i mean only those taiwanese shows(ou xiang ju) because, if not, there will be much much more la.haha.alright.so it'll be according to the year of production then :)

2001
meteor garden-liu xing hua yuan
poor prince taro- ping qiong gui gong zi
lavender-xun yi cao
the toastman's kiss- tu si nan zi wen

p.s. liu xing hua yuan= classic of ou xiang ju. the very first one to start the craze

2002
meteor garden 2- liu xing hua yuan 2
peach girl- mi tao nu hai
marmalade boy- ju zi jiang nan hai
my MVP valentine- MVP qing ren

p.s. it's always the F4, and then there comes 5566 with angela.

2003
love storm-ai qing long juan feng
hi! working girl- hi! shang ban nu lang
at dolphin bay- hai tun wan lian ren
the pawnshop no.8- di ba hao dang pu
original scent of summer- yuan wei de xia tian
my secret garden- wo de mi mi hua yuan
the rose- qiang wei zhi lian
westside story-xi jie shao nian

p.s. the rose is really worth watching. go cruchyroll / youtube / veoh it if you didnt watch it before.

2004
mars- zhan shen
the outsiders- dou yu
love contract- ai qing he yue
magic ring- ai qing mo jie
top on the forbidden city- zi jin zhi dian
in love with a rich girl- ai shang qian jin mei mei
snow angel- xue tian shi
100% senorita- qian jin bai fen bai

p.s. MARS is a must-watch !
p.s.s. watched a good total of 6 times.
2005
devil beside you-er mo zai shen bian
express boy- er nan zhai ji dian
it started with a kiss- er zuo ju zhi wen
KO one- zhong ji yi ban
mr. fighting- ge dou tian wang
prince turns to frog- wang zi bian qing wa
le robe de mariage des geux- tian guo de jia yi

p.s. better scripts, better actors and actresses. love devil beside you and it started with a kiss.

2006
silence- shen qing mi ma
the magicians of love- ai qing mo fa shi
engagement for love- ai qing jing ji yue
marry me!- wo men jie hun ba
tokyo juliet- dong fang zhu li ye
hana kimi- hua yang shao nian shao nu
smiling pasta- wei xiao pasta
bump off lover- ai sha 17

p.s. will recommend silence and bump off lover. special ou xiang ju with unexpected endings.

2007
summer X summer- re qing zhong xia
my lucky star- fang yang de xing xing
corner with love- zhuan jiao yu dao ai
why why love- huan huan ai

p.s. so far, favourite choice of 2007 is my lucky star. new faces and kinda original scripts.

alright.that's all for now. of course, there will be more upcoming ones.haha. maybe i should open some vcd/dvd shop someday so that i can watch all day and recommend the nice ones to people hur.haha.but of course, that's not my dream career la...lol

No one knows if shooting stars will land

2007-09-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

fully entertained and occupied for a week...
i promise :)

I guess what's killing me is just not knowin

2007-09-07T16:03:00.000+08:00

finished my lucky star.

nicenice show.if not, i wun take all the trouble to search around and wait overnight for veoh to load finish.cos apparently, there's some error in the vcd.what's more, i got nothing better to do at home.hah

had been slacking around at home, like some anti-social freak. but still alright la, at least i tried to spend some quality time at home.ohwell.heard from serlin that jim needa help to rush his asssignment.haha.see, that's what we called, lobang. think i'll be going over tmr ba, since this weekend had been really free.

hmmm.and for the MUJI interview, dunno if we will get called anot, cos i think there's some communication breakdown la.haha.shall see what happen on monday first den decide ba. look on the bright side of life.LOL

okay.mummy and dad will be going to that stupid mountain again.and coincidentally, on the 16th sept. which means i might need to stay at home and miss that gathering cos if not, fattybrother will needa be all alone at home for the very first night.ohwell.see how first den.

just that i'm repeatedly, kana wake up or interrrupted from my sleep like early in the morning for these few days.haha. and guess what. i just shouted shutup to my neighbour cos for dunno what stupid reason, keep dropping things or creating some noise pollution la.

and too bad, i dun feel sorry about it la.cos they do that for every single day. such inconsiderate neighbours that i have hur.hah.okay la.cos seriously serious, i dun like them.

there' s just something pulling me back . wait till i find out what's that.
if not, maybe the way it is now, will be a good thing.

At least I've got a story no one's told

2007-09-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

the guy from fourskins woke me up this morning and then i woke evelim up by calling her.but anyway, we rejected his offer cos the pay is freaking pathetic and it only starts work on the 17. i wun work for cheap labour la.at only 3.70 bucks?no way.haha

called shaofeng , got MUJI's HR manager's number and called her.went for interview with evelim and victor.okay.another round of waiting for phonecalls till monday.arghh. tell me what can i do for this week?another week gonna be sososo wasted la.

tried to find yuxuan cos we tot he'll be working at bugis.but too bad, didnt manage to find him at both the bossini outlet at bugis.so we just left for movie 1408 at amk hub lor.

okay.overall.average horror movie.i didnt really kana scared la.but i think they do have great loud sound system which nearly makes me go deaf la.ahaha.and the fun part is.i think the people around me is much much more interesting than the movie.haha.

at my right side, u can see two human beings being drowned in their white jackets while i'm about to freeze to death cos i'm without a jacket.and obviously, they are enjoying the movie MORE than i am.

at the left side, there's this funny couple which i think they are over -kua zhang la.haha. cos apparently, the girl is superly scared by the NOT EVEN A TWEEY BIT PART of the show, and she's like hiding in the boyfriend's arms.haha.AND the guy actually, tries to sayang her so tt she wun be tt scared.LOL. seriously serious, i nearly burst our laughing la.HAHA

then infront of me .is this guy, who's supposingly shaofeng's and yiyang's friend.i think he got a well known blog ba.typicalben.hmmm.been to his blog and surprisingly, i recognised him easily leh.he's kinda easy to recognise ba.that's why.haha.

so maybe it's kinda waste of money for that show ba.but wonder why it's so highly rated when i'm not really enjoying it. ohwell.but others do enjoy it. at least eve and victor claimed that they did la.aha

how's life? life's great. why? because of the way it is. everyone got their very own show of life.

I can't stay but I can't leave, I am my worst enemy

2007-09-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

finished huan huan ai.

hmmm. the ending is kinda similar to shen qing mi ma,the way the guy tries to hide their illness from the girl by doing those mean thingy, just that for huan huan ai, it is a happy ending. unlike shen qing mi ma, which i cried like dunno what la.haha. but still prefer devil beside you. hah.surprisingly, i didnt really cry much for huan huan ai unlike someone else.haha.

alright.that sounds pretty idiotic to cry over shows.fake stuffs. ohwell.

spent entire at home, doing nothing, but watching tv and youtube-ing. maybe i shall contiune reading book after this. but my eyes are kinda tired liao le. hmmm, wonder what can i do, or get any entertainment if i'm blind. there's like so limited things to do.

cherish everything that you have now.and be contented.be grateful :)

You'll realize, I could change

2007-09-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

Life is more and that would be the vacant space.

The cried out tears and the never ending maze.

thou it's the first day that we went town to look around for jobs, but i'm actually very sian by it le la.haha.demoralising.sort of. it's like all not going smoothly all the way.

and when we were just about to find fishy at fourskins, they are recruiting for sales assistants. so just ask in and ask, coincidentally, the boss was there, so he agreed to consider just because we are from RETAIL MGT.ahaha. for once, i think our course is not-so-bad too.haha

hopefully, he'll call us soon. thou the pay is kinda pathetic, but at least there's a job to do. little income is better than nothing. and of course, it will be even better if we get to work together.haha.but actually, dun really mind the pay la.cos i dun really have anything in mind to buy also.

aha.since i've been jobless for the time being, i shall stay at home while there's no job available and find my very own entertainment.and yes. borrowed fang yang de xin xin from mum's friend.borrowed books.okay.that's all for now. and maybe continue huan huan ai from where i've stopped last time ba.ohwell

the heart can never be divided into two.
if it is, the heart has died.

Never underestimate a girl,She's always got a plan

2007-09-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

alright.my body is still aching like dunno what cos of the game yesterday.seriously, need to move around more, before i get really old bones at the age of 17.haha. but at least. i had a real good sleep last night with great dreams :)

anyway. saw something. ohwell. the tagging in the tagboard doesnt make it sounds better . and in my opinion, she's in no position to ask us to take care of him. cos he doesnt belong to her.but himself.and who cares what she says.dun try to make urself sound so 'wonderful' when u are trying to be bitchy. there's no sorry in relationship stuffs la.

okay.shallnt say much. just hope that he's okay ba.as i had said before, not worth it.

wonder if i'll be going anywhere tmr. bossini interiew failed.only yuxuan got in.lucky him. ohwell.the more it drags, the more i dun feel like working la.arghh.

Everything I said I meant, nothing comes by accident

2007-09-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

think i'll only wake up like in the afternoon tmr.
and i just feel like sleeping thru 24 hours la.

haha.maybe only after my guessguessguess show!

still. at least, i feel happy today :)

the same old nice saturdays.

like it when it feels this way.

It's like I live a thousand lifetimes,Still looking for the one that feels right

2007-08-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO GO SHOW'S CONCERT!!!
aha.tmr will be the first day of selling tickets.arghh.ohwell. over budget la.cannot.sian half half...

okay.wadever.anyway.still went back PHS.see quite a few teachers, but they dun really teach me before la.haha.just followed and walked around school lor.AND.i want to play netball la.but no one else want to. i had been saying that for dunno how long liao.but still... ... ... nevermind.at least i saw the 4H girls playing netball for awhile.

HAHA.kbox at town after school trip.it's like AGAIN?! different feeling when u go with different people. left earlier and went home. perhaps, will be playing bbal tmr evening ba. ohwell. after sososo long. finally.but still, will it be the same?

never understand what one's thinking about.
it mught just get u crazy.
cos u will never get the final answers but only more misunderstandings.

mind over heart, heart over mind? neither works!

蔷蔷
还记得你喜欢咬著我的手
给我你嘴里的球
要我陪你玩丢丢
你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵
窝在我的身旁
没有烦忧在梦里遨游
好狗狗好狗狗
谢谢你陪妈咪这么久
你明明要离开我
是搬到天堂生活
蔷蔷你要记得我
你不要走丢快快找到天使
在天堂给我(们)保佑
蔷蔷不要忘了我
还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永远活在记忆中

nice nice song which i had mentioned earlier. BUT i dunno if the chinese characters can be seen anot la.

With insomnia, you're never really asleep; you're never really awake.

2007-08-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

okay.great.it's only 9 plus and i'm feeling super sleepy. and that's how i'm gonna spend my first holiday night.yeah man. basically, felt nothing special after the papers. unlike someone, screaming away saying that exam is over.HAH. dunno who horr.

couldnt really be bothered by the results liao.it's over.so now, waiting time for the interview things.wadever la.call or dun call, also not for me to decide what.

anyway.might be going back to PHS tmr.cos most of the girls are going back. i suppose. BUT still, i dunno why am i going back for la.meeting them at ten. hmmm.okay la.at least i can sleep till 9. the most, i'll be late only what.HAHA

and i'm like currently donating around 13 bucks and 4 hours to PartyWorld almost once per week.ohwell.afterall, all these wun continue once work starts.

haha. sometimes you just go haywired and high, sing like nobody's business.haha.good exercise, and i'm so proud to say that i survived thru the super cold room of 4 hours with spag. without any jacket/cardigan. maybe jumping around and eating non-stop helps to keep me warm.LOL

okay.BYE.i'm back to my bed.Zzz

Loneliness knows everything I keep inside

2007-08-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

the interview was rather alright.except that i'm still thinking that most probably they wun call me back.hah.but whatever it is.at least i did went for the interview.i did try okay?!

should be more focus for the last paper tmr.BUT.currently, having no mood to study. it's CSA again. that's crapp subject for me la.dun see the link to business.what's more. ask a com idiot to get so many IT stuffs inside my brain, that's retarded la.tsk.

oh.and i'm still wondering. what's the need for the ladies working in bossini to wear contact lens huh? NO LINK LEH.maybe that's why i'm thinking that they might not call me back ba.haha. cos i said, i will only consider ba.ohwell

econs is disastrous! practically kinda screwed up the short essay questions. lost about 15 marks there.okay.overall, just not much hope la.

life is super bland. tmr, it's like last day of exam and yes. i dun have anything to go, anything to do. which is like supposingly for me to have fun and relax right. okay.whatever. shall nt comment or complain anymore. back to the notes. FOR THE VERY LAST TIME!

never here

2007-08-28T13:59:00.000+08:00

okay.two more papers to go.microeconomics and CSA.

it's rainy day, cold torturing showers and feeling-so-sleepy .like that how to study, u tell me?! tsk.anyway, had not been having 'quality' sleep, and it's quite irritating to know that u are seriously lack of sleep yet difficult to get to sleep.arghh.mental torture.haha

oh.and i guess i've just put back my earstuds while i'm sleeping last night. cos i remembered it falling out and then i put them back after that.but the problem is i'm sleeping. HAh.really need to find replacement for this pair le.it's always falling out.~~no wonder it's only 2 bucks.~~

sort of left the exam hall before the paper end.ohwell, no point sitting there and wait what. so might as well go off first before the bus-stop starts being all jammed up when everyone is done. okay la.but feel kinda guilty like why others not leaving huh? did i write too little stuffs or miss out any key points anot? haha.but wadever.it's over.

yeah man.pass all the papers and throw all the notes away.* if i pass all and has no supp papers.*it better be.

it's changed but unchanged.it's only a matter of how long will the changed and unchanged remains.cos nothing remains.

tra-la-la

2007-08-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

back from sakae treat.okay.for the first time, i'm eating a non-buffet thingy at sakae.and yes, i'm still feeling very bloated. but sadly, i only ate two plates of gyoza la.my favourite neh.haha.okay.it's not my birthday but still , get to eat and eat and eat.haha.gelare and sakae.ohman. all the fats and carbo man!sinful.lol

accounting.that two hours.either u will see me having answers all not balancing up, or try and try and anyhow answer the questions or just write anyhow that i think it's right.haha. loathe to cram everything into the brain and worse still, needa practice and do the accounts.tsk.i'm not that much of a hardworking girl please.hah.everyone knows about that.

okay.next will be the bossini interview, somewhere at redhill, which is like VERY far to me.every wednesday, so it's either this week or next. mummy encouraged me to go this week.even thou there's like CSA the next day.but she knows me too well.that even if i reach home early, i'll still not start studying immediately de.haha.

alright.so gambate for accounting tmr ba:)

Pretending not to know the difference

2007-08-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

the whole box of letters reminds me of boring lessons in the past.and all that passing around letters to friends.haha.okay.but the main 'suppliers' for this box of letters are mostly cheyenne and audreytan only.haha. all the contents still manage to cheer me up.haha. and this tweety photos paste up is on my wardrobe.haha.everyday.i'll be seeing it.MY happy things in life :)

ARGHH.cant take it. it's like i got so frustrated that i literally gave up doing accounting and went to watch tv.not that i'm tempted BUT cant seem to balance anything leh. and it's like the more i see, the more confusing i am . AND seriously, dun feel like practicng any of the questions la.so honestly.all i did , just to stare at the textbook and tutorials answers.TSK

SOSOSO. i dun expect to do extremely well for accounting.but at least pass it can? okay.i know, it seems like crap and ridiculous for me to expect to pass without really studying for it.but ohwell.okay.i'll try to look thru them again tmr ba.

what's more, it's irritatin to get reminded that all every other poly people had their exam over and done with , enjoying themselves while the TP people are still struggling with their papers.URGH

okay.at least there's something that i can look forward to."celebrating" bro's birthday at SAKAE tmr.gonna eat till i'm really bloated again.dun care.eat to DESTRESS.WAHAHA. and also, IF meeting them, them and them at phs on teachers' day celebration.haha.

TOLD YOU I'M SUPER STRESS THAT I GO SUGAR HIGH LE LA. OKAY.HE JOINS IN THE FUN TOO.HAHA

Baby, when a heart is crying,Its sometimes feels like dying

2007-08-23T14:04:00.000+08:00

heard a song on a taiwanese variety show by ella (S.H.E).in remembrance of her dog-QiangQiang. it's either i'm going coocoo or i'm really moved by the song.just followed along with the lyrics and the melody and somehow can feel how close she is with qiang qiang and how much she misses qiangiqiang la.

and the super funny thing is that. it's somehow more gan ren than some of the sad lovers' song out there.ahaha. anyway.contradicting enough. actually, i'm kinda scared of dogs.okay la.i mean all other living things on earth except human beings.ahaha.think i've said this before ba.lol

back to revision at 3.after watching it all started from a kiss .for a second time.ahaha.told u it's difficult for me to resist the temptation from that "box" la.haha

learning to be happy

2007-08-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

beauty- yesyes. this is important. pretty thing makes people happy.

freedom- who will actually be happy being cooped up in a cage/box/house?

entertainment- it's meant to make people relax and enjoy right?

prosperity- yeayea.moneymoney! then i can buy everything on my wish list!

education- something to do with knowledge? HAH. but exams and studies dun make me happy
leh.haha

communication- yeah man.with all the loved ones. chat on and on and on and on.haha

LOVE- essential for everyone

Read the warnings,Right there in front of me

2007-08-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

it's an ugly truth to know the true side of someone only after something bad had happened. what's more, it's after some financial stuffs to do with money. hah.even if it's between a couple, husband and wife. when the husband refuse to offer any help to his wife while she's in deep trouble. perhaps, to him, money seems to be more important than her. saddening case.

more saddening if you know that guy and only know his real self after so many years. cant imagine if that happens to me.i mean if that's my guy. *touchwood. HAH

revision is not getting smoothly cos distraction is everywhere.okay.actually, just merely from the big rectagular box(TV) is enough. it's like show after show.esp when theres something called starhub cable TV.haha.

think i'm really more of a last minute study person.cos right now.i dunno where to start and i know that by the time that exams start, i would have forgotten everything that i've revised la. as everyone knows, ~~STM is a great problem to me~~.haha.

okay. results for the day? a little marketing, a little accounting and right now, doing POM's notes.

anyway.randomly found someone's blog.kinda interesting to know my close but not so close's gf's blog.haha. ups and downs in their relationship all that. quite entertaining thou. SEE. it's easy to be distracted la.

Who will believe me, won't deceive me, or try to change me?

2007-08-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

went godpa's house around 5 plus. snacked and slacked around for awhile before dinner starts.haha. and yesyes.godpa scared me with the huge bag of ten plus big packets of potatoes chip.and guess what, all bbq and spicy.waha.all my favourite potatochips' flavours. ~~and so i nearly finished a packet by myself.~~okayokay.i know it's super ~~fattening~~ but ohwell.very nice la.cant resist, and that's the best thing to do when u are feeling bored.and even after the dinner, all of them just keep reminding me that i've ate alot of chips today.SO. drank lots of water, ate fruits like mangosteen, so that it wun be so heaty.ohwell.if it actually works.hah

saw cousin's girl. hmm, abit different since i last saw them in town.but ohwell.at least she seems to be quite nice la.

HAH.and with only 4 hours of sleep and nothing to do. I, entertained my younger cousin and brother. playing scissorspaperstones and the hitting hands game.i bet my blood vessels on my hands nearly burst man. super painful!

arghh.rainrainrain. dun like rainy days. it's a torture to shower.it's ma fan to go out. it makes me feel sick to have my hands and feet feeling all cold n numb for the whole day. and of course.it ruins my cousin's swimming plan at my godpa's house..HAHA

FIREWORKS = HAPPY X 10000000 :)

i'm a happy girl :)

2007-08-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

okay.i've survived thru the night without any sleep till 8 and then couldnt tahan anymore and slept for 4plus hours then.yesyes.~~at least last night made up for the nationalday crap.~~haha.

had dinner and then went to esplanade.reached around 8 and waited till 9.25 like that ba.haha.loads of people but didnt see any familliar faces leh. talked, crap and played psp till the firework displays start.HAHA. and according to anet, i'm so excited about the fireworks when it started that i behaved like a kid.ohwell.i didnt lor.just that it's really veryveryvery nice what.

that explains my always-so-good-mood after every firework displays which i see.HAHA.so next time, when i'm unhappy, try to cheer me up with fireworks okay??? LOL. ya right, whoever will be that rich.HAHA

rush hour 3 at yishunGV with eve, xiuanpin, yusong, kelvin and victor while phebe and anet left. haha.more like a comedy than an action movie.haha. and there's this weird guy sitting behind us who went and watched the movie alone and very obviously has a super strange way of laughing.HAHA.

that's the difference when it's with them ,the girls.as compared to my new-oh-so-still-adapting life in the east side.

YAYYAY.next will be PHS teachers' day celebration.who will be going back huh??
oh.anyway.once after i'm awake, i became a chinese tutor.haha. cousin came over and i'm suppose to help him with his chinese.ohwell. but actually, it's quite fun la. got sense of satisfaction leh.LOL

SEE.i knew it that i would touch my books and notes by today.okay.PROMISE! tmr i MUST start already.hah.cant wait for the holidays after the horrible exams :)

Be happy while you're living, for you're a long time dead.

2007-08-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

2006 then&now 2007

back from visiting grandpa.he's now alright, just rather skinny as compared to what he's used to be. at least he's out of hospital and back resting at home. but he's damn pro la. it's like first day back at home, and he's out to supermarket to buy things.HAh

haha.last tutorial of marketing fundamental. okay la, at least, he tried to make the class more relaxing and amusing.haha.all that SLANG~ althou he sounded kinda gay.oops. and seriously, i think that MOST principles of management lecturers/tutors cant really teach la.ohwell.or maybe simply dislike the way they teach. they just tend to be more long-winded and naggy.which can be irritating.haha

haha.all the complains since it's like the last day of all classes.and the next time which i step into TP will be back to school for exams.okay.very good.EXAMS.i've just reminded myself.URGHH

~~it's always sad to know that a heart has died.~~

It's the most unhappy people who most fear change.

2007-08-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

mummy bought this is BHG for $5++. damn ex for a small box of POCKY la.just because it's super thin coated with veryvery thick dark chocolate.HAHA. superX1234567 nice :)

YAYNESS, love only thursday for weekdays. cos NO TP! yes.no tutorials, no long 969 busrides, no long waiting time for 23 or 69. no uncomfortable lecturehalls' seats, no freezing cold rooms, no presentations.wahahahaha

YAYNESS X2, out with friends on saturday! fireworks display.ohman.better dun fly aeroplanes again ! if not...(at ur own risk).haha. gonna have fun before all the revision starts...it's a MUST!

haha.i'm like playing with my hair for about an hour or so. great exercise for u to tone your arms. super suan after awhile la.but super fun also.hah. but failed to do the short hair look-alike thingy, cos mine's like abit too long with not-very-short layers.ohwell.

oh.and one sadsad thingy. dad is planning to go to that stupid malaysia mountain(genting) with mummy again, around september or october i guess. arghh.cant stand it. main purpose is casino only la.what's so fun?!

BUT. at least he said he'll bring us to somewhere else at the end of the year or start of next year.ohwell. let' see. see if it really happens. not that i dun believe la.but u know, lower expectations, lower disappointment?! hah.

haha.maybe after that day.i've realised, it's no point holding on to stuffs which are longer there.do u remember what had happened on today?of a year before or two years before??

last year of now, i'm very disappointed with someone and someone was disappointed with me too.

lastlast year of now, if i'm nt wrong, that's about the time where all the bball at every saturday starts. HAH.

afterall. everyone can live without anyone... ... ...

Smile now, let it go

2007-08-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

impromptu decision to go partyworld after lessons today. last minute decision, so it's like only eve and i.haha.went to yishun safra's branch.hmmm.ohwell.maybe we will consider going back there ba.cos more songs and the room is much bigger. the guy gave us like the room which is big enough for all the 2904 girls la.it's that big.haha.and it seems empty cos we are the only two inside the room.ahaha.can jump all around la.

and perhaps singing really helps to burn calories ba.HAH.especially when u try to reach all the high notes in all the high pitch songs.haha. might kill de okay.haha.but i had fun playing with the special effects of the system.lol.claps*woos*burps

last last night, had a rather completed dream i could say. it's like eveyone is in the dream.the guys, the girls, from both 2grace04 and 4grace06 la.hah. and before that, had a hard time getting to sleep. which means, i didnt really sleep much lastlast night.

and last night.a terrible nightmare.but actually a comical one. imagine u can scare the gho?ts away but saying some religion stuffs. and it's like they only understand a certain religion language.cos by saying another one, it didnt work.okay,main point is , i didnt sleep well too.

ANDANDAND. that's why i'm feeling so sleepy and tired NOW. like it's only 9 plus la.alright.pigging time liao.till then:)

You'll find that life is still worthwhile,If you just smile

2007-08-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

grandpa is in hospital. wonder what happen to him. please.let him be alright. he's really a very nicelovely grandpa.*pray*

okay.guess i'll ask mummy for the details tmr morning,since she had rushed to hosptial just now and suppose she wun be back soon. need to sleep early, wake up early tmr.had a really badbad sleep last night.

There is nothing like returing to a place that remains unchanged to find how you yourself have altered.

2007-08-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

hand-in-hand .i didnt notice that when i see this photo previously.hah.

it's rather weird. cos i think i've just realised that i'm actually much more happier when i'm away from the computer or my lappy. i guess cos at least when i'm away from the internet, blogs, photos. i wun really get reminded of the difference between the past and now.it's alright if u dun understand :)

anyway.i'm quite surprised that i've chiong finished a hongkong drama of 30 episodes in two days.haha. i didnt fastforward them like how my mummy hor.she can fastforward all the way from epi 5 to epi 15 la.haha.i've watched everything from the start to the end.

maybe a break from all the taiwan ouxiangju love stories drama? that hongkong drama is really nice. seriously you wun feel like stop watching at any part of the show la.okay.but typical police investigation type la. if u dun like, then u wun find it interesting.BUT.i like !

haha.went amk hub with mummy and dad. people buy food from NTUC.but we bought like all FBT shorts and shirts from the NTUC hypermarket.yesyes.SO. i got like one in white+orange and another one in darkblue.dad and mummy got one whiteblue FBT + blackwhite FBT shirt and red FBT respectively.

finished my online lecture.printed and wrote down the notes.ohwell.at first, i find the online lecture quite interesting but to the later part, find it quite stupid.haha.cos i wun even concentrate on the mini video lecture there la.simply copied the notes fomr the powerpoint slides.ohwell.abit too draggy ma.since i dun usually listen to POM's lecture.oops.

ohwell.think it's gonna rain soon. now it's like even in an aircon room, i can hear the thunders, and thru the curtains, can see the flashes of lightning.

things that u wish it stays the way it is, it change.

things that u wish it change, it stays.

how wonderful~

Depression is nothing but anger without enthusiasm.

2007-08-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

got the photos from miss chung.haha.one taken at syf competition while the other one at phs carnival. ohwell.

and why is it that i will always watch some random horror movies randomly when i on the tv huh? but not so bad la, at least it's not like at night or what. and the previous two were korean horror which half of it , i dun understand.haha.but now this is from thailand i guess.quite scary la.ohwell.but it's still green light, long hair, scary stares and bloody death.

anyway.now seemed like braces doesnt really hurt anymore le ba. cos it's like i've ate fries straight after the appointment. walked around plaza singapura and then went buddy to do my accounting.sometimes, it's quite nice to be alone for the whole day. sometimes.

OH.the show end. no wonder all the guys died but not the girl. cos apparently i think the ghost hate the men loads ba.she only scare the girl.but not to kill her.hah.quite crappy la.

We are chameleons

2007-08-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot,nothing is going to get better. It's not.

I know that what I've started means that when we have parted

2007-08-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

just like what i've expected.till now, i still think that my instinct is kinda accurate.ohwell.be it it's for the good or bad things.

ohwell.sitting like two idiots at khatib mrt wondering where we should go. andandand, no one seem to be free or who want to come out la.decided not to join the crowd at esplanade or marina bay. went west side area. aha.yes.woodlands. guess what, wanna go party world, but the pricing is so not worth it. wanna go walk around, but nothing much to walk. wanna watch movie, nothing interesting is available.wanna go library.earthly great that library closed on public holiday.

so all we did was to queue for munchy donuts( not having the flavours which we want), dine at pastamania.andandand. HOME ( reached home, ard the time that we shld actually have time.when the fireworks all these starts.)

ahaha.we were like complaining about watching the fireworks at carrefour's tv screen last year.and yes what, this year, no long carrefour's tv, but my house own tv.so nice right? at least can sit comfortably at sofa, eating some junks while watching the whole parade. OHMAN.it better dun be this way for next year.screwed

but no one to be blamed, not angry or what.just abit, hmm, dunno how to say la. expected lor.since everything is not comfirmed in the first place.

oh.and i'm like complaining that these long weekends can be much much more better. five days.and i'll be doing nothing much.damn it la. maybe my tv is still my ever best companion la.haha.dun force me to chiong shows all the way hor.

ohwell.things just dun seem to be the way you want it to be? then too bad. just go along and see what's up next. that's what u can only do when everyone has move on what. no point holding on to something which it's not even there anymore. life.

can i like dun have exam, dun need to revise, dun need to study?! i just dun feel like reading the notes and squeezing them all inside and then vomit everything out during exams la. okay.i know this is like the umpteen times which i've whined over these.but still... arghh.

cousin and his cousin(but not mine).haha.so cute right?! LOL

A time of nothing more than friends,Of the years I wish to return to

2007-08-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

haha.it's fun for yusong and anet to clash our lecture.thou nothing much of what the lecturer had said gone into my head.but still manage to understand what he's toking about la. it's great cos at least we had a mini phs gathering at tp's sugarloaf(correct spelling?) with jolene, wenqi, yusong, xiuanpin, eve, anet.haha. more of a 2grace mini gathering ba.haha.then went to carnival after yiyang finished tutorial which we pon.haha

AHA. carnival was so-so. at least i get to see people who i expected to see. but that's it la.just roam around the school campus, doing nothing. nothing much.but lots of familiar faces. and the first thing our principle,mrs tan, saw and asked us to do, was to pick up the litters outside the office. like what the heck? selective memory, only recognise to help her pick litters ar? haha

dinner behind school.ohman, after renovation, my fav noodle turns horrible la. burning hot and t just dun taste like how it used to be.ohwell.but at least the soup is still nicenice.lol.went northpoint GV to watch SECRET!

nice show, at least to me la. unexpected ending, mixed feelings, scary yet touching.haha. okay, but i think the ending might not make an impact on u all, but somehow i'm quite touched by it leh.ohwell.maybe cos i'll usually went on and think further about it ba.haha. see la. think too much is a bad thing.haha

browsed thru someone's blog just now, and it's like, it seems to me, that the bf isnt really treating the girl really well. what's with all the scoldings over those tiny matters la.just like what she said, she's looking for a bf, not a daddy. ohwell. just personal opinions la.

wadever it is.yes.i'm tired now. bed time :)

There is an answer to the darkest times.

2007-08-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

i like this shadows picture.presbyterian high VS other schools.sakae sushiof course, we ate more than that. that's our cover collector.loleve, sihui, minmin, eve, weiyingwith mandy.braces power.hahawith LIM sihuiwith HO sihuicliquegirls and guys.see the diference in number?haha

hmmm.didnt really have any mood to blog recently.but this week can be consider as kinda happening as compared to the previous weeks.

went sakaesushi @ changi airport after econs tutorial today. hmmm, quite fun, dun really go out in such big group of our class before.haha.but there will always be a next time. cos i think i prefer our class to other rmt classes.at least we dun have class politics or any real bad stuffs going on. can we stay in this class all the way till year 3? dun wanna re-adapt or wadever shit de la.

lalala~ will be going back to phs carnival after school.lots of people are going back i suppose.at least the 2 grace people are going back and of cos, i think 4 grace people too.and maybe movie after that. wanna watch the secret.i think i said that before in one of the previous post le.

sometimes, it's rather easy to get used to things, people and environment.
but the point is not much of getting used, but liking it as well.

Never gonna settle for Second Best

2007-08-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

nice album. at least 90% of her songs are nice.ohwell. but this kind of things is quite subjective la.

anyway, spent mummy's birthday with aunt they all for the whole day. andandand, saw so many phs people la. went northpoint for lunch and popular, saw andrina and andre there. then went to plaza sing for starhub , shopping and swensen... saw fengying at actioncity then pinwen. ohwell, but dun really know the two of them la.

finally, once the clock strikes 12 noon tmr, no more projects.woohoo. that's great man. and yeayea, next week will be kinda happening, at least, it's fun before the stressful period starts. urghh. the thought of revising and going thru everything, memorizing is.... HORRIBLE!

oh.and i bought W580i in the end.

the neos generation

2007-08-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

the first few neos.ten in one.sec two.LOL.with yiyuan...record- 11 in one.300705the date and year is WRONG.

i think it's the same machine.ZHAN SHEN. our casper LING!sec three.GRACEs.2grace04 or 4grace06.we rawk! HAHA10 man.HAHA.why it is 'man'? nt taking out specs anymore..

i guess we had graduated by then.

before singout concert :)

questions floating around in the air...the silence of eternity

2007-08-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

feel like trying online shopping. but i've got totally no idea of how to.ohwell.

anyway, just came back from the family dinner thingy.ohwell.didnt really eat much but enjoyed pretty much.haha. was playing some ABC games with my cousins and aunt. then followed by lame jokes here and there. it's nice to meet up at weekends.

finished .hmm, quite a unique one, but not very suitable for girls who like usual ou xiang ju i guess.maybe guys might enjoy it more. okay.personal opinion la.

hmmm. the HeyGorgeous tv crew came over to Tp. 3 finalists for each girl and guy catagory. haha.some of their 'talent's are quite amusing/entertaining la.haha. e.g . the dance and the catwalk. seriously, dun really know what they are trying to do on stage.haha.

left half-way before i kana heat-stroked man. like what gabriel said, i'm emitting heat.haha. and my dark brown fake leather bag was sizzling hot la.lol. super weird weather. it either rains like shit or hot like shit.haha. everything also like SHIT. crap...

i was like browsing thru the whole box of neoprints which used to be part of secondary school after-school activities.haha.maybe i can try scanning them into com tmr when i'm gonna be so so free.hmmm. and then i noticed, i only take out my specs for photos then i'm taking neos. but only last time, not even now will i take off my specs.haha.weird.

i think i'm having some shoulder problem.had been aching now and then since a few years back,but recently, it's getting worse. it hurts at least once every two days while i'm doing work or just walking la.

ohwell.found this and just feel like posting it up. cute right? haha.he's damn shuai in Ko One la.okay.enough of hua chi-ing...till then!

A broken heart that the world forgot

2007-08-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

mummy's birthday present!

shared by mr fatty and me.

my purse is going on a diet now.

With my frozen smile,And my lighted fuse

2007-08-02T14:36:00.000+08:00

new month ahead, but can we exclude all the stress, studies and revisions?

friday-family dinner

saturday-NIL
sunday-mummy's b'day
monday-project submission for marketing
tuesday-1ro3 sakae gathering
wednesday-phs carnival
thursday-national day (fireworks fireworks fireworks!!!)
friday-donut queue (not confirmed)
saturday-monica's b'day, dental appointment
sunday-NIL

haha.the plan for two weeks..something new to update on my calendar le.

how nice will it be if everyone is in TP.
it's difficult to understand how school life is when friends are not around.but now i fully understand.

anyway, i wanna go kbox soon, wanna watch movieS. wanna have a good feast at somewhere new. wanna have more income but dun wanna work.ahaha. contiune dreaming la horr.

the emptiness is coming back.

Of confused understanding of everything

2007-07-31T18:23:00.000+08:00

left with marketing project only, due on next monday.but seriously, i know nuts about the progress of it.so wadever. been quite irritated by projects nowadays.guess this is one of the not-so-good thing about poly ba. trying to get used to it.

anyway.all the projects had been alright so far.only if u exclude the part of having not-so-ideal groupmates. it's like always minus-ing marks of that particular person.till the point that i cant really be bothered by that person's unnecessary actions and comments le.ohwell.but somehow it's expected, cos afterall.it's difficult for everyone of different personalities and behavior to work well and peacefully together.

long question for our group for accounting class tmr.ohwell.i'll try to go figure out what can i do about it.

cant watch whywhylove on veoh le.cos i think that person who used to update the episode every weekend had been removed or he/she quit from the webby le.so no more freshly uploaded whywhylove anymore.hmmm.nevermind, shall wait for the dvd to come out ba.SOON~

shit la.i dunno which phone to get. S500i or K810i ???any recommendation or opinion?

the shock is still in my mind.

simple playfullness,Of neverending laughter

2007-07-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

POM's presentation went kinda alright. and actually, i'm still quite comfortable in the formal attire la.afterall.it's just clothes.hah. and the presentation by each group just went on and on, and guess what.we tried to keep ourselves entertained by taking pics with my webcam.haha.and in the end, it went hibernating, cos of low batt. ohwell.then borrowed gab's one instead.

CSA excel test also seems to be easier than last week(mock test). which is a good news, but due to careless mistakes, still kana minus two marks.but wadever. contented jiu hao.

woohoo.another family gathering on friday night.which means, big feast dinner again.haha.trying some new location.cos i'm kinda sick of going to the same place for family dinner le.haha

the two stupid pimples are growing at the most painful and strangest place ever la. and i'm seriously deprived of sleep since the overnight mahjong game.i think that's why i'm getting more heaty ba.more herbal tea and water please.haha.

Mind runs a mile a minute

2007-07-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

okay.it had been awhile since the last time that i got that irritated by someone else.

equation of the day: J = Y square.

created by:ELYH

and ohwell.i agree that it's somehow a perfect equation.

i can foresee that something wil be really screwed up for econs project.

and sometimes, when u compare, that's when u see the good points of others which u had always been taken for granted.

anyway, another mahjong overnight with yusong, victor and yuxuan after meeting the guys, phebe, eve and jiayan for dinner at amk.but this time round without evelim cos she's like voice-less and very much heaty. you cant be a narrator when u have no voice right?haha. that's why.

btw, just came back from some dinner and durian hunt after that.haha.it's quite fun to drive around s'pore, just to look for nicenice durians and other food.haha.but again, consequences will be that we will all just continue to put on weight.haha

and i wonder why will i be thinking and minding ?

it will really be joke if someone figures that out.

and the greatest thing about it?
~~i'm shocked to realise it myself.~~

Some secrets need to be kept,Some stories should never be told

2007-07-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

maybe we can consider going city square which is at JB to shop next time.haha.after the shopping trip, i even find that bugis street's stuffs are actually relatively expensive la.haha.ohwell.that's what u get after comparision.

anyway.quite a nice trip there la.just that, i'll still worried when i walked along the m'sia streets.ohwell.side effects after i've heard too many horrible stories of it. being it dangerous or very very polluted.haha.

two more projects will be down for early next week.yayness.but still.there's marketing. but at least, there isnt any presentation. gonna get prepared for monday's formal presentation.

still watching zhong ji yi ban, ohwell.it's kinda boring in the beginning, but now, it's getting better. but quite cartoon leh.still ot power energy level when they fight.lol.dun really make sense, but that makes it differentiated what.lol.

oh.it talks about some friendship bonds among the class and the few guys too. thou i think my brother enjoys it more than me.like obvious right.with all the fighting stuffs.

our lucky star

2007-07-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

ohwell. it's either because of the stupid cold weather that my hands and feet are feeling so cold or that i'm gonna fall sick soon. and ya right, no way that i'm gonna have the combination of illness of eve, js and yiyang hor.

andand, i think my brain nearly exploded in accounting tutorial today. it' s like 100% full energy hen i got into the room, and by the time accounting ends, it's left with 10%, just enough for me to get back home. but still.thou i tried so hard to understand, it's still here and there, didnt really get the whole thing into my head yet.arghh.sucks la.

hmmm.something lucky happen today to whole family. even my fatround brother found his long lost specs while he helped his friend's to look for his lost item at the lost and found corner. but nothing much happen to me leh.

OH.maybe the good thing is that dad said he will consider buying me my s500i when my contract ends.haha.that's a consolation.

might be going malaysia with mummy tmr.
and and and,another movie that i wanna watch.haha."GONE SHOPPING" is a satirical drama of three individuals who escape to various shopping centers in search of a better life. Leading the repertoire is Clara, a tragically romantic 40-year-old 'tai tai' (wealthy lady of leisure) who goes to the shopping center in search of affection, followed by Renu, a feisty 8-year-old girl who goes to the shopping center in search of independence and finally Aaron, an angst ridden 23-year-old 'Gen-Y' boy who goes to the shopping center in search of his manhood.
Unfolding over three days, this motley crew will lead audiences through a journey of love, loss and liberation in the heart of Singapore where they find that their dreams can be bought and broken. In the midst of it all, they will also cross paths with other 'creatures' of the shopping centers, each of them with their own strange retail tales.

with your bitter words you kick me in the gutter.

2007-07-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

aha.gonna watch zhong ji yi ban later on. told ya, i will always find shows to watch. anyway, it's scary to realise that end semester is just one more month away. ohman.still super unprepared. dun even feel a little motivated la.

okayokay.i know i'm like keep repeating this, but just dun feel like revising.esp CSA. the thought of all the wordy and complicated computer systems stuffs is just so suffocating.

anyway, i wanna go watch fireworks on ND. anybody on? haha. might be going back PHS for carnival on 080807. oh.and i wanna watch this. SECRET...

Secret
Release Date:8th August 2007

The first day Lun (Chou) enters Tamkang Secondary School, he meets Yu (Kwai Lun-Mei) in the music room when she is playing a mysterious piano solo. The two become intimate friends and spend a lot of time together. He often asks her "What's the melody you played the first day we met?" but Yu unfailingly replies: "That's my secret." One day, Lun asks Yu to meet him in the music room but Yu never showed up. Lun cannot find her. Later, Lun sees Yu in an old photograph and what surprises him is that Yu is standing next to his father, Chiu (Anthony Wong) in the photo!

OH! AND I WANT EITHER ONE OF THAT~~~

Who's learned to love you but has also learned to grow.

2007-07-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

i think most of the things will only work when it's two way. and of course, taking turns to take initiative. and yesyes, people will get tired to be always the one who take initiative for certain stuffs and then kana rejected.

anyway, i saw a really sweet couple across the road this morning. at first, i'm still wondering what the guy is doing.then i realised he was trying to help her girlfriend to fold her jeans's hem cos the floor was wet, so not to get it wet.

at first, i'm like thinking, cant the girl do that by herself? haha.but after that. it's like 'Awww~, the guy is so sweet~'...haha.

anyway, the pom teacher is really very very irritating.first, her lessons are boring. second, she didnt keep her promise and mark us absent when we were late for more than 15 minutes. third, she's the only one who ask for a formal attired presentation.

see la.cause us so much troubles huh!?

ohman.yamapi is still so damn kawaii~ =X

2007-07-22T23:02:00.001+08:00

okay.checked and found out, that's about the few shows which yamapi acted.left only one or two more ba. shall check it on crunchyroll and veoh.

but actually there's more, but not being the main actor, so dun really bother watching. ohwell.disappointment. nevermind. there's definitely more things for me to watch :)

suddenly, feeling lonely and out-of-this-world now. oh man. moodswing alert.
loathe monday, love friday.
start and end of weekdays.

this is what u do when u have to wait for the shows to load load load.

SPASTIC!!!

Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly

2007-07-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

currently,i'm like hooked on crunchyroll and veoh .

okay.to be more exact, on yamapi( yamashita tomohisa).

new love.new eyecandy.

and actually after watching these jap drama, made me realise that they do have better scripts, more creative you see. unlike korean or taiwan drama that always end up with similar scripts. and jdrama are kinda shorter, average of 10 episodes. that's why it's not that draggy and dun really have those anti-climax parts.

-Proposal Daisakusen aka operation love
-Nobuta
-Kurosagi aka The Black Swindler
-Sore wa, Totsuzen, Arashi no you ni aka It was sudden, like a storm...

i've watched these four. more to go!

and actually, dun u think it's really special and amazing, how everyone can look so differently, but still having the same features(like eyes, nose, mouth, eyebrows)? with the same things, yet some people just look gorgeous and yet some just average.
it's just the difference of the sizes, the shape, the colour. yet making so much difference.

This is not about emotion

2007-07-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

the key that opens the door to a miracle, can be in any person's hand. it's simply that people who realise this fact are a precious few.

miracles that can change fate do not arrive quickyly. by thinking that you want something to change, by that one small step... someday... the door to a miracle will open.

ohwell.if it will really happen on everyone, at least once in their life time? is it that good. i think some people might just live their whole life without having a single miracle which happen on them before ba.

and as i was watching some jap drama. quoted something from it too.just like the above regarding about the miracles stuffs de.

the person to marry is not the person who u love most, but instead the person u love second-most. there are supposedly people who say that sort of thing and look pleased with themselves. BUT whether the person you're dating is the person u love second-most, who can figure that out?

however, one thing for certain, when it comes to the partner you'll love the most in all ur life. when u decide to part with that person, exactly at that very moment, you wil then realise, IT WAS THAT PERSON.

another one.

there are some who look at graduation as parting, there are some who think of it as the start of a journey. there are some who are sad that they won't see someone anymore, there are also some who are relieved that they won't have to see someone anymore. people's feelings on the day of graduation are as many as there are diplomas.

and one question of mine was solved about the giving and receiving of the second button of the uniform in those taiwan ou xiang ju(er zhuo ju zhi wen) and those jap drama.

answer: it is to be given to the someone special, like the person who u like or admire. why not the first or other buttons but the second? cos it's the nearest and closest one to ur heart and that the uniform is something that you're wearing all thru high school, full of that person's feelings.

nice and sweet right?

Ended up on a broken train with nobody I know

2007-07-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

bleeding like *&^# now.

that explained all that PMS stuffs recently.
suffering from all kinds of pain.

ulcers, cramps,headache...

one after another.
whatthehellman

lack of red blood cells.
hopefully,tmr morning, i wun be fainting on 969 AGAIN.
*pray hard*

FOR NOW,
life is full of nothing but projects.

HAHA.how interesting!

i'm tired,Can't smile no more

2007-07-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

shall be contented that now, i'm only in pain for my two huge ulcers.

at least the extra wires had been cut off, so that they had stopped poking into my gums.tired for everything.
cant really be bothered by anything.

it will just be a short period of time. i hope.

no fun being a walking corpse.

Could we make it better, stormy weather,So hard to know.

2007-07-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

ohwell.maybe there will always be something nice when you are feeling down or painful. and there will be something unlucky or discouraging when you are feeling high or great.

had been having rather sweet dreams and peaceful sleep these few days althou, i've been feeling ultimate pain when i'm eating or talking recently.

it seems to be more challenging and difficult to understand as compared to the past. but no matter what, still need to jiayou and keep up to that certain standard. but just feel kinda restless to make the effort to attend lectures and all that.

yes.seems like i'm having problems with accountings and microeconomics now. and of course, i still know nuts about CSA.wthell, dun get it why do i need to know the internal and external of computers, the software, hardware, and wadever have to do with computers. theories is crap, hands-on is indeed more practical.

gonna go back parkmall for dental before school tmr. hopefully, to ease my pain and end my torture!PLEASE

with quarrel ,joy and memories.still the best class.

TWOGRACE '04

So human as I am,I had to give up my defences

2007-07-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

this time round, it hurts like shit.

dun even feel like talking/smiling/yawning/singing.

cos it hurts.

limiting your mouth/lips to open only to a certain degree.

cos it hurts.

just imagine, your ulcers filled inner gums were poked with the wire/metal thingy whenever you move your mouth.

keeping quiet has become an easy task now.

Don't try to touch my feelings.Don't try to see whats on my mind.

2007-07-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

i'm not feeling anywhere near good/great today.

harrypotter was kind of a disappointment.

dread by the thought that i've to go back school again.

sometimes, enough is enough.

it had been a long time that i've such uneasy feeling.

complicated mixed feelings.

it was meant to be clear.

I DO...

2007-07-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

anne and simon(her husband) wedding at christ the king church this morning.first in my entire 17 years of life that i witnessed such wedding ceremony in a church.uber sweet and memorable. esp the part where they vowed and exchanged the rings.

and i bet there will never really be a ugly bride ever =x, having each other's promise with lots of people's blessing.witnessing the most important day of the couple.

lots of phs staffs were there, and choir went to sing for her too.kinda surprise to see them.oh ya.and so qiao that one of the groom's friends is my primary school teacher.haha.but i doubt that she remebers me.it had been a long time.haha.

came home, slept and woke up by kelvin's and eve's call.but anyway. after which,impromptu decision that the guys and eve came over after the rain after their bbal.

have fun.

yes.and i will be out and not at home for the whole day for tmr.which means, i doubt i can finish my tutorials.ohwell.luckily, i finished my part for the projects le.wahaha..

You've always got an answer,Before I ask the question

2007-07-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

currently , feeling so sick and weak. it's like feeling cold then hot then cold then hot. ohman, dun wanna fall sick now la!

whats more, i think it's either i'm still nt used to the new location of the metal rings on my teeth or that the dentist didnt really cut and make the end of the wire and the metal rings properly.cos now it seems like i cant really bite together without biting on my inner gums.and the inner gums are kinda swollen now.

so maybe it's a good way that i'm feeling sick and weak now.if not, most probably i wun be able to sleep so well due to the pain ba.ohwell.

dots.tmr morning still going for annekang's wedding. let's see how i feel tmr ba.if still feeling so sick, maybe i'll just stay at home ba.

okay.i know it doesnt really look nice here but ohwell. it really do.

anyway, as a filial daughter, bought something nice for mummy, but okay.the packaging is real nice BUT it's abit over-cheesy ba. but overall, it tastes not-so-bad la.haha.

and i'm SO excited about harrypotter! but it claims to have some frightening scenes.so hopefully, i wun jump up from my seat like how i used to ba.so embarrassing.lol

her dreams give her wings,And she flies to a place where she's loved

2007-07-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

okay.suddenly feel like i wanna cook my own dinner and not eat any takeaway. since no one is at home.not even my brother.wonder where the hell did he always go after school.always reaching home later than me recently. okay.anyway. bought some stuffs and cooked my very first mian xian.

as usual, i will always add little bit of martell(some alcohol thingy) in it.dunno why, but our family always do that. hmmm.SO. curiously, wanting very much to see if it taste really bitter or wadever de. so i drank abit.i think about a spoonful ba.haha.dun really know how much la.then...

it's like not very bitter but kind of spicy.then my throat and stomach became quite warm after awhile.haha.so after half an hour or so, i feel like ... DROWSY.as if i've just taken my flu medicine la.haha.

SO.when mummy came back, i told her.and guess what.she said, people normally drink martell by mixing it with water.yes.and i drank like pure and concentrated one.no wonder, it's only one small mouthful of it, i feel like sleeping already.haha.but anyway. i cant drink la.haha.

enough of that.by the way, phebelim is flying off tonight to pattaya...woohoo.so good right. thou she's going there for performance but bet she will still enjoy and have fun there de la.haha.see la, so nice, still can have fun while everyone is going to school, stressing over exams.

YAYness. meeting the mahjong clique for Harry Potter this sunday.aha, seemed like this weekend is gonna be quite eventful.HOPEFULLY.haha. gonna go for another round or tightening of braces tmr after school, and most probably, pool with eve n sweekoon after that ba. and then highlight of the week, annekang's wedding on saturday morning. get to see some of the 4grace girls too!

You can thank your lucky stars that everything I wish for will never come true

2007-07-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

luckily my day isnt spolit by the retarded 969.what the hell man? imagine, boarding the bus only at 10 am when you are supposed to be seated in class by 10am. worse still, waiting for freaking one hour just for a bus.and during that freaking hour, only three 969 came and all freaking packed by people and not even stopping.literally, waited til the clear blue sky to start raining.what the hell !

and u know what, i it's not that we have to do the projects after school, i would have walk back home and not going to tp just because of that annoying bus service.i'm like still very irritated when i'm on the bus after an hour.arghh.and shaofeng said that all the 969 had disappeared and became transformer, go fight the bad guys.HAHA.and yes, evelim, you should go write straits times forum and COMPLAIN!!! wahahahahaha.

see! dun make me wait more than freaking maybe half an hour or the most 45 minutes ALONE.esp for meaningless stuffs or what. cos, i think i will just be super irritated and turn off. aha.that shows that i have no patience at all.haha.but that's not the point anw.

oh.and some very 'interesting' thing, i saw two gays 'caressing' at my house nearby playground.ohwell, maybe it's pretty normal nowadays.but excuse me, it's near a childcare can? but wadever, i bet they dun live nearby cos that's the very first time i see them around.so luckily.ahaha.

yay yay.it's gonna be thursday AGAIN. no school :)
BUT. can we like get the projects done soon and hand them in.and yes. no more projects by then.haha. BUT.it will be end semester exams liao.argh!

2007-07-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

life is getting boring that i'm trying hard to make everyday more interesting. pathetic girl.

so yes, maybe if you are nice enough, you wanna help me? effort will be greatly appreciated :)

finished summerXsummer.okay.average show, nothing really special about it.just makes me wonder why that actor can attract people's attention easily. so called the X-factor is it?haha.i dunno.but i know i'm one of those who kana his spell AT TIMES. cos sometimes, he looks quite dumb.HAHA

miraculous, i actually finish the content of my APEL by today.haha.which i actually planned to do it only on thursday, some veryvery last minute thingy.ahaha.ohwell.

so maybe i should work on marketing stuffs on thursday then.gonna go back for appointment after school on friday.and probably meeting the guys on sunday or what for movie ba.seemed like it had been a longlong time since we meet up.haha.esp poopoohead.thou he still irritates me in msn at times[even when i'm appearing offline].

you know why people tend to miss secondary school life more than primary school?

because all the crushes, puppylove, strong bonds , social life, etc. most things that affect us started there as we starts to 'mature'.haha. a place with loads of wonderful memories.

yes.memories~~~

2007-07-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

there's something wrong with blogger.cant seem to put any title.ohwell.but nevermind, not that important anyway.aha.seems like the older we are, the more difficult we seem to like somebody. it's like everything matters, everything can cause you to like / dislike somebody. and then , seeing it that it's not that easy to fall in love anymore. and then , slowly slowly, love wun be that simple anymore.

and the older we are, the more it seem like money is needed for everything.

slowly understand that money is not everything but you just cant survive without it.

yes.and in all. that sucks.ALOT...

how i wish i will never ever understand/realise that ...

or am i simply just looking at things way too negatively??

2007-07-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

family gathering

durian feast

cutting hair
summerXsummer

side effects of summerXsummer or any other ou xiang ju:

wo tu ran hao xiang tan lian ai.

reality check:

it's not so easy afterall.

CONTRADICTING !

2007-07-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

070707

some green day, live earth stuffs, not very sure what it's all about.BUT, it's a nice day with nice numbers. SEVEN !!! and yesyes, this is no. 711 post.haha.see! seven and eleven , my favorite numbers.haha.okay.it's getting stupid.

but it's so sweet to get married on such a nicenice date right.haha. read an article saying that, a guy proposed to the girlfriend on 050505. their engagement is on 060606. then their wedding on 070707. so damn sweet...awww~

anw, had a good gathering with the girls, some not-so-good stuffs happened but still.it's nice seeing the girls.yepyep. OH.and i so love the icecream thingy at Sizzler.haha.anyone wanna buy one of that for me?

haha.just kidding, anyway, if that really happen, i bet i will be in deep shit , getting fat and diabetics by eating icecream every single day ba. and i was saying, maybe i can go try for some icecream job cos SERIOUSLY, it's professionally made okay. not self proclaimed de horr...HAHA.

but it's funny that i nearly faint in 969 in the morning and i'm having so much fun at night.haha.what's more, it's like the second time, i nearly faint in 969.AGAIN

ohman. if i didnt squat down at that time when i cant see or hear anything, i bet i would have just faint there, lying on strangers ba, cos the bus is super packed. worse! i'm all alone la, thou evelim is on the same bus, but right infront, cant even see her. bad experience. but i think if one die after they faint, it will be kind of painless ba. just indeed very sudden...

went all the way to parkmall then back home after appointment. it's like really dumb cos by the time i get back at khatib, everyone is like going out while i'm heading back for home. then just spent whole day slacking here and there, with no one at home.ohwell.not so bad la, save money .haha

and there was this angmoh lady sitting next to me while i'm in e train this morning. i bet she's about 1.9m and used about one third of her shampoo to wask her waist length hair. the shampoo smell is superduper strong la.haha. and she's really very tall, with real sharp features.maybe she's a model or something.haha.

okay.can i like make this a real long entry.dunno why, just feel like typing, even if i'm only talking nonsense la.haha.so bear with it la horr.haha. by the way, watched half of summerXsummer. not-so-bad of a show, but i think the girl kinda spolit the show.but okay la, she's quite cute , but not very good acting skills thou.

watching all these ou xiang ju makes me wonder about alot of things again. seemed like it's always like that. the shows are nice and sweet. but at the same times, me, getting all emotional for nothing.haha.but at least, i think, i can control my emotions better now. tell me if i'm not.haha. okay.that's all. let the rest be pictures then..

yes. girls love icecream.nothing wrong about that.

evidence of bad cutting-cake skills. HAHA.

spicy chicken.according to someone, i like taking photos of my food. ohwellthat's what happen when u got multiple cams to look at.bday girl and her bestfriend.chocolate-ty lips.my girlfriends!the twin aiai.skailing and mellysupposingly daddytwo lims one low.hyena, bday girl, kailingshe's drunk...believe?!bestfriend :) credits:evedifferent emotions

'Cause with a love this strong,it's okay, for you to be this way.

2007-07-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

heart thursday <3!

heart mummy <3!

heart a place called HOME <3!

make me believe what you believe

2007-07-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

alright.i'm here cos i've to wait for whywhylove to finish loading.stupid internet connection that stops halfway and now i've to re-load everything again.waste my time.but ohwell.WORTH IT :)

but again, nothing much to talk about.walked around bugis, marina square and rafflescity for the presentS.within about two hours? but of cos we arent walking at normal speed.cos even with our normal walking speed, people think that we are walking veryvery fast.so maybe u wouldnt want to join us walking and shopping at 'top' speed right?! haha

okay.that's all. lazy.

p.s rather pleased with my results.okay,except CSA. but ya, told you, i use computers but know nuts about them.blahblahblah...

GREY- between the black and white

2007-07-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

I'm just a notch in your bedpost

But you're just a line in a song

2007-07-01T22:26:00.001+08:00

hmm.got this thingy from my brother. quite entertaining if u got nth to do. wonder why his teacher shows him this.haha.

something should be simple, because even an end has a start

2007-07-01T19:50:00.000+08:00

compass point then causeway point with mummy.haha.one veryveryvery good advantage, i dun have to pay for anything i buy, but of cos, must have limit la.cos i think mummy really spent alot today.

ohwell.lunch & dinner, both at jap fastfood.haha.mosburger&yoshinoya. and the weird thing is, the burger is so small yet it's super filling.i think she spent nearly 250 bucks ba.AND being a NICE daughter, i said, next time, we must spend more time at home, or go to aunt's place, if not, we will end up spending all our money every weekend.haha.

IT STILL FEELS GREAT. no matter how old i am, it always feel good to shop with her, cos we will be like chatting non-stop about everything under the sun while shopping.of cos, giving opinions about the things we buy.all sort la.

oh.and most prob will be straightening or rebonding my hair soon too.cant stand it! but kinda busy for the next few weekends leh.so see how first la.

audreytan was like asking if i'm going for miss annekang's wedding.hmmm.think most prob should be going ba.ahaha.never really attend wedding in a church before.abit shuan ku la. but i'm not christian what.ahaha.and of cos, to see how she will look like, uh hmph.and her husband-to-be too...

my image of you is always changing. it's never stay, it's never the same.

anyway, this is taken from a email.some test to check if you are leftbrain for both the test anot de.and that's my result.haha.it's like 85% true, except for the perfectionist part la.haha.how can a lazy person be a perfectionist.LOL

*Left-Left=========(left brain, left brain)
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist*Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat(or win over) him/her is through reasons. Hasa lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doingthe right thing. If they are your friends, theyare very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponets, they will be very tough to deal with.Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist,they usually leave a bad impression of beinghard to deal with when first met.

Fake it like you matter

2007-06-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

okay, now for the actual post. ChanGuoDong sent me that.and since it's sent, so just do it lor.i bet not everyone will actually bother to do that la.haha.so merely send for the sake of sending.haha

anyway, the weather had been kind of shitty recently, super hot and humid.dun like dun like.it's like u get all sticky and uncomfortable even thou u just come out of your shower la.what' the point of bathing huh?haha.of cos, still must bathe la.if not.you will sure stink like dunno what.haha

decided to stay at home, and not go to clifford centre to buy the bag.maybe i shld just save the money up for something else next time hur.see if there's other nicer ones out there.lol. oh,eve and anet came to my house after their hpt thingy after town-ing.had dinner together too.yes.eyecandies are limited.

ANDandand. seems like the older you get, it's harder to have a crush on someone.or should i say, anyone?

that's my conclusion for the day !

my sugar heart from pratahouse :)

it's ur choice

2007-06-30T22:42:00.000+08:00

Please read the rules first :
Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 werid things about themselves .
People who get tagged needs to write in a bolg of their own 6 werid things as well as state the rules clearly .
In the end , you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. Too much coffee or Orea gives me headache.
2. My heart had stopped once before when i'm young.
3. I cant sleep without hugging something.
4. used to bite my nails, stopped doing that only when i'm in pri6.
5. I can sleep while walking or while standing on a bus/mrt.
6. used to fold small boats instead of folding stars/hearts.

next 6 person i am gg to tag are :
- eve
- anet
- cheyenne
- audrey
-phebe
-wenqi

EDIT--- ignore this if u think it's kinda troublesome to do , cos apparently my blog cant copy and so u cant paste it in ur post.ya. but if u are that free, still can try doing it la.LOL

While our song is playing its last note,We both know for sure that it's time to close that door

2007-06-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

1)what u doing?! 2)TWiST! 3)dun want to take liao! end of story:)ohwell. got kinda irritated cos of the super last minute 'NO MORE TICKETS FOR US' thingy for the syf opening. perhaps next time, show us the tickets before asking us.if not, what's the point of asking us when there isnt enough.and not even informing us about that beforehand. are we supposed to only reach there like some idiots with no tickets and then home sweet home back?

wadever.met up with ahma, phebe and fiona at cwp instead.made my reservation of my C&K bag but dun think i will buy it.haha.it's more of a want than need la.so maybe still can wait and see if there is better ones out there.

and it's like there's so many things that i want to buy.BUT BUT but...haiz..why is there like still half a year more to my birthday?sian.lol

it is better when you have no one in mind?

no motivation and yes, you do feel empty at times.

no heartbreak and yes, you still feel loved at times.

To take all my dreams And Make them true

2007-06-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY!

gonna slack and rot at home.but for once(i mean recently), i'm actually so excited about resting at home. seriously lack of sleep. it's like if u tell me i need to get back school for morning lessons again. i think i might really just feel like a zombie by then.

cos just now, i fall asleep while waiting for mummy to 'da bao' dinner back.once she leaves the house, i fall asleep.immediate action.lol

watching quite a few shows on crunchyroll. those variety shows and ou xiang ju.ohman.seems like i really MUST MUST go to Taiwan at least like once? haha.evelim, wait a few more years la horr.haha.then jio more people along also.wahaha.

gonna see the 2904choir girls on friday after school. some syf thingy at indoor stadium.wonder what it's about.but ohwell.it better be interesting.haha.

yes.neoahma, i think i may not mind getting his concert ticket as bday present neh.AHAHA.i think that her voice sounds like a xiao hai zi. but not those whiny type. think her voice is quite nice.

P.S haha.and i actually get 41.5/50 for accounts! ohman. satisfaction:)

Can't explain the feeling,Like the sunlight brings the life you needin

2007-06-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

so drained out cos of all the early morning classes and long hours days la. but slowly getting used to poly's life, trying to find joy and happy stuffs among the everyday-the-same schooldays.

so happy that i can spend my entire day at home on thursday.please please please, dun spolit my day by telling me i need to go out or do projects or do wadever shit things last minute horr...haha

bought my love-at-first-sight tee.thou i think it's gonna be real common to see someone wearing the same tee as me on the streets.BUT. i still like that shirt.so still bought it.haha.

yesyes.finished whywhylove episode4, it's nice.haha.as always. it still makes me excited about the next episode...ohman.needa wait for another week for episode5...

alright,time to sleep.before i start yawning non-stop tmr... BYE!
yes.i'm out of my mind. plain boredness while waiting for lappy to start.love the sunset feeling.but just lazy to go to the window side to take pictures. so bear with the shadow ba.lol

Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes

2007-06-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

instead of reaching school at 2pm, it's 8.30am? and it's like i barely had my five hours of sleep la.cos kinda last minute thing. gonna reach school to hand in csa project... anyway, worse still, for the entire week, it's all starting at 9am.which means gonna wake up early for every single day.arghh.TORTURE!

but there's bound to be something nice, haha.so the good news is, i think ITE students haven start school yet.SO.that's very important.cos that means, i can sit for the entire morning busride to tampines.cos the bus is no longer squeezed with people, especially ITE students.haha.and at least i get to sit and shut my eyes and nap for a really short period of time.haha.better than nothing right?

how i wish they never ever have to start school anymore... :)

just finish microeconomics newspaper review. thought i will have a hard time doing it, but in fact, turned out to be quite easy. somehow quite fun to me.haha.wonder if we will get back micreconomics' results tmr anot... and why do i have a funny feeling that i might have failed my csa? (shakes head)

When you write a story much too fast,Sometimes a happy ending doesn’t last

2007-06-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

went to aunt's house feeling super lousy.
back from aunt's house feeling super good.
that is a good example of why girls are never easy to understand.
cos apparently, i wonder why am i feeling that too.ahaha

end of slacking weeks.time for serious projects, presentations, work, lectures, tutorials, blahblahblah...ohman.dun like dun like.but no choice.tsk.

richer by extra ten bucks cos of the mahjong games. but it's going into bank account or my yellow square piggy.needa save save save.easier said than done.ooohh.gonna get back to tp by 2pm tmr.wahaha.that means i can still wake up late then.that's something nice for first day of re-open schooldays.haha.

btw, yes, i see the difference. the way one acts when they feel different about someone. so, everyone is biased right? RIGHT :)

I'm feeling so down,And i am full of doubt

2007-06-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

on the phone with ahma again.and i think this post will be kinda shitty cos obviously, i cant multi-task la.haha.

hmmm.like what eve said, sort of a eventful day.but quite abit la, at least it felt somehow complete, wun have those incomplete feeling.ah well, if you can actually understand what i'm talking about.

yesyes.had a very "natural" afresco dinner. at where?! lower seletar reservoir!!!

eating what? takeaway western food.HAHA. okay la, just that if the place is free of baby roaches, i think it will be much much much more better.haha.imagine, screaming at those roaches creeping here and there while you are eating dinner?haha. okay la, not that kuazhang, but still... i dun like insects!!!

anyway, i'm just so boliao that i always noticed this stupid plant at my house gate, it has this really distinguish yellow leaf, 'outstanding' from all the greeny leaves la.haha.so yesyes, i just took a picture of it before i take my key out to open the gate :)

ohman, tmr will be the last day of 'holiday', then gonna return back to school on monday.arghhh.i dun want !!! dun ask me why? but just dun want! it's not like there's only one reason for not wanting to go back tp la.TSK

forget it.feel like i'm complaining and complaining about everything.and doubt it will be ending soon.so now i should just off my lappy and get back to my tv show.guessguessguess. ohman, i will have no show for tmr night, cos ANTM end le.tsktsktsk.still needa wait sososo long for the next series of ANTM... see la, i dun think i'm enjoying life.should be satisfied with what i've had but now, i am not.

Time will teach you all you need to learn
But there’ll always be a first time you get burned

Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry.

2007-06-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

lack of sleep

lack of fun
lack of entertainment
lack of water

lack of security

lack of time

lack of money

lack of peace

lack of love

lack of respect

that's my conclusion of my vacationbreak :)

my path has lost direction, somehow

2007-06-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

ohwell.i'm like seriously lack of sleep thou its supposingly the vacation break, but it seemed like i've done nothing but i'm not exactly relaxing and having fun. dunno la, just not very satisfied with this two weeks' so called 'break'.

the projects' stress is just kinda overwhelming for me.like worrying about it , not getting it done, worrying about this and that .sucks.

anyway, went amk kbox with evelim, ahma, victor and yuxuan. dun feel like giving the 10% service charge, cos dun think they are worth it, dun see much good service.haha. then dinner at S-11.whole day out but still enjoyed their company.

and i'm like saying, even when we cant get out of singapore, at least those who gets out of s'pore, remember us.haha. got a handphone accessory and bracelet from ahma from taiwan and another kitty handphone accessory from yx from japan. oh and that just remind me of the bag from evelim from thailand and the mug from audrey from japan last time.

okay,i dunno why i'm saying al that here. ANDAND, youtube is getting on my nerves, cos they removed whywhylove ep3, most of the parts and that means, i can watch nuts. dun care, most probably i'll either wait for the vcd or only till youtube has the full version. ohman, wonder if i will ren bu zu and go watch on youtube anot.HAHA.

gonna wake up early for that dumbdumb CDS selection.i dun feel like taking up any of the courses leh.but it's a MUST.so that's really crap. thenthenthen, will be project meeting at TP again.hopefully can finish it up asap, then heck care about it.yesyes, i'm so gonna die if we have no exams and it's all about projects.

oh.and i dun understand why and how people can take small things like SO seriously.

I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right

2007-06-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

now i'm darker by one more shade.not much of being tanned but more of being black.and my skin is damn dry that i can peel off the dried ones on my shoulders. that means, no more sleeveless until it's back to normal.more water and more moisturising.haha

swam about 10 laps before fiona and cheyenne reached.meanwhile, there's this two guys, one from SMU n one from NTU, asking if i'm from YJC.of cos not, i'm not even in any JC la. anyway, one of them was like talking about some business thingy to me when he knew that i'm from RMT. whatever it is, i dun really rmb what he was blah-ing about now. but i know it's quite scary when strangers just start talking to u.

and the good point about reaching on time,got an anderson icecream treat from cheyenne cos apparently, they were late by nearly an hour and i'm waiting all alone.haha.
hmm, that's what fiona ordered. i shared the sundae with cheyenne, but the picture is not with me.
completed my 20 laps before going off to bugis, lavender, cityhall with the two of them.and then back to yishun to meet the girls.anw, happy belated birthday to xueqing.hmmm, i doubt she will see this here.btw, felt abit bad about it just now.cos went kimage to look for fiona and cheyenne while they went to the arcade.then in the end, they left after playing arcade and we left with fiona and cheyenne.ohwell. hope that the next small gathering with them will be better:)

anyway, both cheyenne and fiona look nice in their new hairstyles.trendy and nice.

okay,think i will end here for the day. shall watch my whywhylove at youtube thou it's still loading at snail's speed.haha.

When the love and sorrow's just gonna drain,Now this is my everyday life.

2007-06-19T22:55:00.001+08:00

okay, congras myself that i've survived thru three hours of sleep with three individual horrible nightmare which i can still rmb till now. and evelim said that maybe my room is not 'clean'..haha.dun think so la. not like i've just moved here.

anyway, did part of CSA project and there's like a point where eve and i feel like banging the stupid computer cos we just cant get what we want using that dumbdumb software. but in the end, still manage to solve it out.haha.

oh.and just like what i've mentioned about in the previous post. actually, maybe i cant really forgive and forget. but i wun really care much of those now. cos dun think there's a need to. so if no one really mention about it or ask me about it. most probably, i wun think of it... okay.i dun even understand what i'm blah-ing about.

wednesday-swimming in the late morning and 4grace girls' gathering at night.yay yay!

thursday-KBOX!!!

friday-projectproject ...

saturday-available but trying to plan something on that day.

sunday-JESTER's bday celebration :)

okay.so there goes my vacation break.and guess what, did nuts for tutorials.oh man.haha.HAHA. found this created couple which fiona and i played with when we were sososo bored during chi.lesson. CUTE horr?!

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW!

what one do when they lose their sense.

sometimes, people tend to misunderstand the real meaning of love.

one word: SCARY!

Straighten em out or leave them.Don't put up with it

2007-06-18T00:48:00.001+08:00

seems like i got more things to write about when it's getting real late? or rather early?ahaha.

again, i cant fall asleep, keep thinking of everything on earth when my head is on my lovely pillow, so while the mind is uber active, cant get to sleep then.

and. tmr's project meeting was cancelled,postponed to tues instead. so most prob meeting neoahma for lunch at cafecartel. feel like eating at least a small feast during this vacation.maybe this had became a habit? it's almost a MUST to pamper myself for a nicenice meal for every vacation break or holiday.love food:)
'
as i'm thinking, everyone has their very own frenemy?
Someone who is both friend and enemy, a relationship that is both mutually beneficial or dependent while being competitive, fraught with risk and mistrust.

hmmm, frankly speaking i have. and i bet most people around me have their own too. of course, for me, it's not of no reason, of course there's something that that particular had done that pissed me off since then. but apparantly, that particular still acts blur about the 'thing' which that particular had done. but it's over. i'm just blabbing it here cos ... ... ... also dunno why but just feel like?

ohwell.maybe afterall, as what i've known so far about myself, i'm not much of a forgiving girl.
forgive and forget?
forgive but nv forget?

but for me, i guess it will be
never forgive and never forget
p.s okay, maybe for some case, not all.but perhaps mostly:)

You're part of my entity, here for Infinity

2007-06-17T16:45:00.000+08:00

it's sweet to see couples around.
but can someone tell me,
why they are like everywhere where ever i go to huh?
s'pore does has alot of couples huh??

haha.that's real random, btw, such a slacking weekend, didnt even go anywhere since wednesday.haha. but i'm feeling okay with it.perhaps a good rest at home will be great at times. because, you see, as u grow older, u just spend less time at home...

john tucker must die, 200 pounds beauty, step up, mean girls, final fantasy[ okay, i walked away after 10 plus minutes.] 5 movies in a week.think i will continue 'investing' in that stupid dvd machine near the bubbletea shop.it's great entertainment when u've nothing to do, at least a well-spent 2 hours.

was like flipping thru little diary and realised i've only filled up like 5% of the entire book?and it's like already june? such a waste of money.if it's blogging, it's a different story, but just lazy to write in la.sad case

oh.and about the friend test thingy, dun be amazed by that poopoohead, he cheated for the tests, so dun care about it la.it meant nothing.

anw, will be going back TP for CSA project.and gosh, there's like 4 or 5 more projects to finish but we've started on nuts?so damn gonna die.okaybut just feel like doing.okay.that's worse.then there's still like tutorials waiting for me to complete, and of course, still not done yet. and that means, DIE.haha. alright, that's too much of exaggeration, but ohwell.

i can feel a pleasure, that's the pain,When I die, I died in vain

2007-06-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

think i'm gonna fall sick soon.

it's weird to have good hair days when u decide to spend the whole day at home.
but always getting bad hair days when u decide to go out.
ANGRY DE LA!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

I can hear sweet temptations come,Come with me and we will fall

2007-06-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

aha.imagine sleeping at 4 in the morning and waking up and 10 just for the sake of playing badminton? haha.i thought i will never be the one who will do that.cos if u know me well enough, sleeping is always top on the list. was on the phone with ahma and fiona minus the part that i'm continuously suan-ed by kelvintan.

anyway. booked court at CC, then played with dad, bro and his friends.ohwell.not so bad after all.just that i've not played since prisch so that explains the body ache now i guess.lol.seems ages that i start 'moving' around la.haha.it's like always slack and not much of outdoor games.

oh.and when we were going off, a group of small kids, from some nearby childcare centre i guess. they were brought there for badminton.haha.ohwell.all i can say is that they are all damn adorable la.they were like four years old on average?haha. another group of them even tried playing mini tennis using pingpong ball and the tabletennis racket la.haha.super cartoon...

then the rest of the day spent slacking at home, dun feel like going out thou neoahma tried to drag me out of the house.wahahaha.

btw, mummy and dad came back with lotsa gums, but too bad, none for me, cos mrs dentist said that i cant have any, she wun want any of it to be stucked on the braces.ohwell. nevermind, then i shall finish up all the other food .haha

haha.and i realised something which i've already found out quite some months ago.and i re-read.and then i realised, it's not that big deal afterall.

i dunno, but it seems to me, sometimes, things said at the moment doesnt mean it is meant forever, it's just FOR THAT MOMENT, so what's the point? to make one feel better? to make people believe in them? or just for the sake of saying? or what?

Hope did not abandon you...
neither did i...
you abandoned it...

Didnt, cos to me, Hope wasnt there in the first place.

Living through the spirit of your dream

2007-06-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

okay.back from town with eve, yuxuan and victor.it's like we walked up and down of town and shopped nothing, did nothing. walking around AIMLESSLY.haha.just dun have the shopping mood.so sat around and chat.haha.more of the guys who are talking la.

dinner-ed at BK then decided on something. we shall just hop onto any bus which comes at the bus stop, and then alight at any bus stop that we like, then hop onto another up-coming bus, and so on.haha.but it's kinda late, so we only managed to took 4, including the one that sent us all back home.175, 123, 275, 851... the guess what, 2 out of 4 sent us back to about the same place cos the bus just U-turn after we board it.

haha.that's what people who have nothing better to do and with bus concession do.they were like saying, mb next time, we can try to do that earlier, and what's more, we could travel around for nicenice food too.haha.i like that more.FOOD!

GUYS. ever so interested in PSP anywhere anytime.
GIRLS. ever so interested in camwhoring anywhere anytime.
okay.i'm just too bored after eating my carribean cruise crepe. it's so not disgusting okay?!

ohwell.thou we had like nothing to do for the whole day.but it still feels comfortable with them, unlike hanging around with some other people la.wonders if this will stays on?

btw, yuxuan is like at changi airport now? see la, another one who is going overseas, this time, Japan.arghhh...i also want to go overseas la.anywhere will do but not malaysia.haha.not that i dun like, but too many times le.

oh.and victor got his mole removed.hmm, dunno if i'm allow to announce it here la.but ohwell.hopefully, u dun mind la horr.it's not like anything that others cant know what.lol..anyway, it seems alright la, not much of big difference, but the operation part seems interesting.haha.of cos, quite scary.dun even wanna imagine me going for an operation la.ohman.

AND AND AND kbox session on next thursday! like finally :)

eve- dun worry much about dyeing it back to black.you still looks nice in it.it is alright.so stop saying that you will miss your highlight and so on...haha:)

phebe-luckily it's not thrown away or what. hopefully, you are okay by now... try to be more careful next time...:)

I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

2007-06-13T11:51:00.000+08:00

Star - Kim Ah Joong [200 pounds beauty OST]

param gyeoli changeul heundeulgo

nae gimalhan jakeun nawei pan weouro

areumduphge byulbijdeureul

kadeul chaewojuneyo

malhi aphahajimahnalkkok aneunchae dadokyojumyeo

jakjara weouro haejuneyo

keodji mothalmankkeum himekyeowon aphawado

nunmuli apeul karyeowado

kajjimothal nae sarang aphedo nan useullaeyo

jamshimado kyeote haengboghattdeon giogdeureul

kashime kanjig halkeyo

du nune suno najin jeobyuldeul

cheoreom yeongwonhi

Translation of Youme’s version:

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,

the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,

the stars reassure tired me

they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..

they hug me tight and pamper meand comfort me,telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point

where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision

I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,

I’ll treasure it deep inside my heartlike those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright

it is very bright,

even blinding..it comes down to my shoulderstop being so sad..

it holds my hand as it touches meand gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where

I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision

I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,

I’ll treasure it deep inside my heartlike those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears

I want to laugh like those starsOh~

I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart

Like those countless number of stars, forever

really a very nice show, somehow touching too.simple and straight to the point, straight to the heart.okay.which means i cried like shit again...oh.both the female[ Kim Ah-joong] and male lead [Joo Jin-mo] are hot la.hahahaha.so that means the guy will be the next korean guy that i'll go gaga over besides hyunbin.haha...but in the end, i can find more pics of the girl instead of the guy.so too bad la.haha.anw, the guy has a few angles which is not very nice.haha.no one is perfect.

Some reasons shouldn't be understood,They just might turn your blood cold

2007-06-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

back from sentosa, went with phebe, eve,anet, yuenchen.and and now my shoulders are hurting n itching from the minor sunburnt and my legs are aching for some unknown reason cos didnt even move around much la.but it just feels as if i've run miles...anyway.feels quite comfortable under the sun, but just have a weird feeling for the whole day.kinda disturbing or u can say that i think too much again.

anyway.yuenchen left after bathing and we went to walk around vivo and lunch-ed.then went for more shopping.anet n eve went back while phebe and i stayed, walked around more and have dinner at BK. bought a necklace,small little couple kissing.haha.so cute la!

btw, we were like chatting for quite some time at BK.haha.just got loads to talk about when you start a topic about the past.and it just went on and on...talked non-stop for an hour plus or so...oh.and i wonder when will be the next time i'll see her..she wonders when too.haha.

it will be just a joke to laugh about when you think of it now.ahaha.maybe that's what makes life more entertaining and worth living for afterall. some decision just change somebody's life.

ohya.and when i'm walking home, saw a cute father and daughter.haha.and i just overheard their conversation as i KEEP walking past them, cos their walking speed is superly NOT constant can?!

dad>eh.can you sing?

girl>why?

dad>if not, maybe you can join those children singing competition, then maybe can win prizes ma.

girl>Ohhhh.[starts singing]

dad>ohman.cannot make it la you.you cant sing!forget about it.

girl>[sing even louder]

dad>cannot la.

girl>[at the top of her voice].(i think if i'm not walking so close to them, i also can hear la)

dad>okok.you can sing very well.

girl>[stops singing and SMILES]

sweet right?all she wants is just her dad's praise and attention.lol.okay.at least to me la :)

haha.and for some dumb reason, recently, i just feel that some people are kinda pityful.then i'll try to talk to them more or what.one good example, my grandma?

cos it's like suddenly think that at this age, think she should be feeling quite lonely when she's all alone at home with the maid while aunt they all went for work. and seems like we talked to each other than to her.dunno how to say, just feel that i should treat her much more better.so i started talking to her for quite some time last night when i went over.cos afterall.she's my dearest dearest grandma i can ever have :)

cherish people and not only things hen they are with you.not to take them for granted.cos you will never know what happen next.i dun wanna regret.

anyway, bought a puma luaggage bag for dad as advanced father's day gift.and he will be leaving with mummy to that stupid mountain[genting] early tmr morning. thought of buying some snacks for them for their longlong busride, but i think it wil end up in my brother's stomach so i didnt.

okay.i'll be doing housework for the next few days, 'looking' after my brother?dun think i will need to look after him ba, he's not some baby or toddlers right?dunno la, but i think it will be very strange w/o parents at home for a couple of days.it wun feel like a home.ohwell

the darkness will erode,the sunshine will explode

2007-06-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

okay.im not feeling real good now, cos just got misunderstood again,damn it. why is it always happening on me?what the hell man.

wadever.just be appreciative and not only looking about the things that i didnt do, but maybe for goodness sake, you can even TRY to look at those things that i had done for you. BEFORE you can and start yakking/complaining/nagging infront of me.oh man, i am not even SUPPOSED to do it for you and it's not a MUST can? stop expecting things from me.try it on your son too.i'm not your only daughter right?u still give birth to a son, remember?

AH.i know that's kinda harsh, but just venting my anger.had been in slient mode since just now.better vent it here before i explode.hee.exaggeration again.alright, i'm feeling fine now.whatever it is, after a night sleep, everything will be back to normal.isnt it?

slacky saturday.wanted to get myself out of the house for some exercises, but owell, as expected, failed.instead,watched DVDs and spent 30 minutes doing some hair treatment thingy. but i dun tink it helps much, cos it's still hay-dry can?cant stand it.

hmmm.okay.by next sat, let's see how many DVDs i would have watched by then.haha.and that means, maybe u can try to help to calculate how much money i spend on them,3 bucks per DVD, that means spending money even thou i'm at home.ohman... seriously broke.need a job, but i'm just too picky about part-time jobs huh.

need to get some fats off.okay, i mean a little only, before people start discouraging, anyway, it will be healthy methods , exercising.wahahahaha.and that means, lots of self motivation, cos laziness is just one big fat barrier can.lol.

ohwell.having dinner at aunt's house tmr and most probably, mahjong session too.haha.and that means getting fat too.cos bet grandma is gonna cook most of my favourites tmr. why do i know that? COS I SIMPLY LOVE ALL GRANDMA'S COOKING!
p.s hope that her left arm will be okay soon... :)

Are we alone, do you feel it, so lost and disillusioned

2007-06-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

YAYNESS!! mid semester tests is over. ohwell.next i-dunwanna-do will be projects.especially csa cos we have to finish it within the break.oh man.andandand, aunt they all were like at my house, and in the end, didnt study much for marketing except trying to understand the main points and getting them into my head when they left.haha.cant study much when there's distraction right?lol.helped aunt with my limited ps skills[not even considered as skills la.] but end up playing with my webcam, taking pictures.haha.
anyway.tried to organize my photo album this noon.imagine spending hours just doing that stupid thing, didnt know it will take up so much time. but, still quite happy with the result la.haha.just that now then i know that i forgot to develop certain nicenice photos la.tsk

oh.and i just registered on this cineNOW thingy whereby you can rent movie/s like 2.99 bucks within 24 hours. not very sure if it's worth the price but the movies are kinda new, just that i still choose to watch those that i've missed in the past. planned to rent 200 pounds beauty but out of stock.so next best choice will be STEPUP.ahaha.think i'll save it for tmr's afternoon since i'm not going anywhere.

haha.and mummy was like saying why the guys all look so different in every photo?haha. and of course, praising some of the girls that they are photogenic la.haha.okay.i dunno what to do now.read books or play games. think i'll choose the latter one :)

i dun understand why my brother need two straws for bubbletea, one is difficult enough to suck la.somemore so unglam can?! haha...stupid people do stupid things.logical la.HAHAHA

Just to have somewhere to go to,Give it all away

2007-06-06T22:09:00.001+08:00

developed 150 photos. but not very pleased with the results.cos some of it turned out to be kinda blur and shitty cos the file is too small i guess.so kinda waste money on some of them la. but ohwell.what done cant be undone...haha.is this the correct way of saying it?

okay.as expected, csa paper turned out to be *&^% so forget about scoring it.hopefully, passing it will be good enough. accounts tmr, but actually, i dun really know what to read up about it.more of the usual practices and understanding those debit and credit stuffs ba.

watched Pirates of the Carribbean with evelim @ centurysq. it shall be my top list cinema for now till i find my next favourite one. it's like not crowded, strong aircon, convenient, huge n comfy seats.haha. anyway, back to the movie, it's kinda okay, not as bad as how my aunt commented on it but not as good as expected. dun really get the storyline in the middle.ahaha.
oh.but orlando bloom and keira knightley are damn hot la. johnny depp is still that entertaining..more of his gay-ness ba.wahahahaha

had been having afternoon nap once i reached home for the past few days. for dunno what stupid reason, just feel quite sleepy after every single day of this week.it's seem like it's a MUST to sleep once i reach home la...ohman.

My identity has it been taken,Is my heart breaking on me

2007-06-05T20:02:00.000+08:00

lalala.
two down, three more to go.
econs=average
P.O.M = die
C.S.A= die die
retail accounting=die die die
marketing=average

which means, i still have to die tmr cos will be having csa paper tmr. then guess what, i slept thru from 1 to 5. then showered and dinner-ed. read for half an hour, and i gave up reading. nothing seems to go in and there's like so many thousands of things to remember. worse still, u can really understand but si ji. cos i just dun get anything about computers la. okay, computer idiots la. know nuts about computers stuffs.that's why it's damn difficult to study la.

okay.done with my daily complaints about tests. think i'll most probably screwed up tmr's paper AGAIN.tsk

I smile and try to mean it,to make myself let go

2007-06-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

good news!
i fall asleep while studying principles of management this afternoon.cos i'm reading the notes comfortably on my bed.then i just slept thru from 4 to 6.haha...
good news!
kinda finished reading the notes.tried my very best to memorise , but more of to understand the concepts.but still... i feel like i've known nothing about it la.sucky feeling .

econs paper turned out to be quite alright.even if i didnt score well , at least shld be able to pass ba.haha...low expectation.not good not good...

ohman.the fats content is building up. dinner was all starch and carbonhydrates.rotiprata with chocolate n peanutbutter and raisins breads. okay.this is way out of point.but ohwell.

anyway, still manage to watc tiny little bit of tele.css2.hmmm.not so bad.like one of the girl's voice.special. think she is F2. and of cos, the little cute sec1 guy,M5.HAHA.he's damn ke ai la.somemore, can sing so well.haha...

BYE:)

All my dreams it suddenly seems Empty

2007-06-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

i know i should not be using lappy. i know i should be mugging hard for tests. i know i should not switch on tele and watch ANTM later on. i know i should be doing nothing but studying for microecons.

BUT I'M JUST NOT DOING SO.

so i guess even if i flunk it, it's MY FAULT. so i guess even if i top it, it's NOT my credit too.PURE LUCK if so.

lousy moodswing.no motivation to study. i'm so gonna die tomorrow for econs man...

shopping dun really help much cos apparently, i bought a skirt n two shorts today.but i dun feel happy.and when i dun feel happy, i dun feel like studying. and when i dun feel like studying, my grades is so gonna suffer.tsk.

okay la.at least i tried to squeeze in a little bit of econs.hopefully, it wun turn out to be disastrous tmr. *&*%

Can I go my own way,Can I pray my own way

2007-06-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

in the end, didnt get the photos developed, perhaps tmr or what.not sure yet.

anyway, town-ed with evelim, G.S.S is scam, cos G.S.S equals to ugly clothes.HAha.okay la, not really applicable to all the shops, but MOSTLY! bought a everlast green polo tee.that's all for the whole day shopping. evelim bought more.and what's more, hers is kinda all good grabs lor.hahah.

okay.wondered when will i start studying.cos apparently, i'll be at bugis with mummy tmr afternoon.and that means, i'm left with the night to squeeze all the microeconomics stuffs into my brain.ohwell. am i like taking this mid sem tests too lightly huh? i just dun feel like studying la.oh man.that's the WRONG attitude.lol

OHohoh. neoahma just reached s'pore.which means she's at the airport now.ohwell.but have to wait for the tests period to be over before meeting her.haha. gonna make some life for my life-less life right.haha.initiative.LOL.what the hell am i talking bout la.crapp

nevermind.shall post some 'ancient' photos up to keep this post 'entertaining'.enough of crapping.till then:)see the change?altoPOWER

very first few photos outside phs.

then when we graduated..still love the accompany of one another...

i just love this random photo. so many people in just one small corridor.but LOTSA LOVE&FUN:)

This is me pretending,This is all I need

2007-06-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm.i think my skin will turn real dry and wrinkled soon.but not as if it's in some perfect condition la.but just turning worse?everyday in air-con room, i think i spend more than half a day in air-conditioned places ba.cos apparently, i cant sleep real well without an air-con, cos i will just HAVE n MUST cover myself up with the blanket all the way to my neck, to be more secured i guess.that's my habit. so imagine, without air-con, i'll be sweating like shit la.haha.

anyway, i guess i'm sort of understanding accounts a little bit better than what i used to, but of cos, still sucks at it la, and i still dun get income statements.ohman.pray hard, it wun even come out for tests please.lol

and seriously, i dread to have communication skills next semenster, cos it seem like it will be my worst nightmare ever man.ya right.think on the spot and do a presentation of the topic.think i might as well drop dead and die.that will be much easier can. but what to do? it's a compulsory subject la.urghh

finally get done with my photos thingy.next is to buy a nice nice album after getting them all developed.haha.and i've been using lappy for about four hours straight, and i feel like i'm going blind soon.haha.oh.but that just reminds me.

dad was like telling us, his friend's son just died of some illness, those long n non-human language doctor terms and of cos i wun know what it is. and what's next? the cause of it was just to spend about ten hours infront of your computer/lappy everyday! and he's like around the same age as us la.SCARY

feel like going swimming but cant. okay la, i dun mind, as long as it dun give me those cramps , i'm grateful enough.haha. whats more, i doubt i will have time to go since tests are starting.haha.

going town with evelim tmr. shopping shopping shopping.okay.i know there's tests on next week.but even if i stay at home, i bet i will just slack around and starts revising only on sunday la.so doesnt make much difference la.haha.

2007-05-31T16:00:00.000+08:00

ohwell.seriously, slacked the whole day.that's what public holidays are meant to be huh? but just cant get started with the revision leh..ohman.i'm always like that la.dun feel like revising but starts worrying for the tests next week.what the hell is this??crap.

okay.i know.maybe i can go sort of the photos, get them ready to be developed.hmmm.oh wait.no, think i'll wait for eve to pass me the photoshop thingy first.alright.should get myself entertained by the games n tv:)